February 2013

Friday, February 01, 2013  12:31 pm – 1:14 pm (43 min) I have a feeling I need to pick up the pen…

Bring the Children to Me, Oh Beloved One. See how the skies roil in gray. It is the precursor. Beloved One, prepare yourself for the disbelief, for I feel your doubt as well.

You/people believe I must only bless (be a kind, non-judgmental, harmless God) or not exist at all…that punishments and hell are not true, but I am a just God and want My Children with Me. And like a good Parent with Wayward Children, I must discipline them,

although it pangs Me to do so.

Oh Child, how it pains Me. I will provide proof if that is what you demand (or) require.  

Do you want great rains? Birds in great flocks? Dogs in great packs? What chaos would you have Me bring? To show you My warnings are with (or) have reason?

Oh Wicked World, how have you betrayed Me? The One that has Loved You so fully, who Loves You still.

Love Me, Little Ones while there is still Time. Bring yourselves to My glorious Light. See what gifts of Love I have for you. This is My lament. Please join Me or come to Me, to My Table, where your seat is waiting for you.

Oh Child, please do not grow weary or doubtful. I will shine light on you always

and hold your hand and lead you to where you need to be. I am your Father;

Your Loving Parent. I bring good gifts. I will not send you into a room of vipers to be vanquished – ripped and stung like an unborn.

Woe are the unborn. Woe are the Mothers who have committed this abhorrent sin. Pray for both. While one wails, one burns. So many infants, beautiful Flowers dying. Continue to pray that this abomination ceases, for I want All of My Children. There shall be or should not be any more wailing. The Angels weep for them. All of Heaven weeps for them.

Their brethren who longed to play with them weep, for their lost comrades or friends.

Pull those Mothers away from the bloody knives and hands of the damned. Mothers, doctors, mothers, fear for what you do. It is not acceptable and there are punishments or consequences for what you choose to do in all of your self-righteousness.

Keep your children, for that they are My Special Flowers. Simply and beautifully Mine.

I Love My Children. All of you. I cannot bear to lose any of you.

Oh Child, vocalize My worries or talk about Me or My concerns. Tell them/people I exist

and have My laws and will take action against the unjust.

Pray, oh Child, for the leaders who are facing the Wolves alone. They will be scrambled (or) hurt, Abolished (or) destroyed (or) obstructed. Even as they try, their attempts will make the wolves stronger.

Oh Child, Beware of that Wolf who sits in power. He is the red wolf and he is the worst of all. He has enveloped himself in darkness and has welcomed the fallen one with open arms. Do not take this for granted. Many will.

Oh Child, Humanity! Where has your Love and kindness and pity gone? I see the pockets

but in the entirety, the World is lost.

Darkness reaches all corners of the earth. You need not go there (or) visit (or) travel to know this is the case. War, murder, hunger, avarice, manipulation, slavery, molestation, concubines, blasphemy, hatred, war. . .What more is there to achieve in evil? 

The Flowers have already been brutally attacked. Therefore, nothing is sacred.                                   (  In reference to murders and abortions) Please, Pray. You can stop all of this.  

Please, Love. It can turn all of this strife and hatred to grace. Please, pledge an end to this.

Help others see others. Help and work with/hold the hands of others. When you see a person, you share the troubles within their souls. Stop and see.

Oh Children, to Love one another is time and Love and interest and gentleness and prayer.

Who of you can say you truly Love your brothers and sisters with full and interested Hearts? That gentle interest is Love.

Oh, by My Heart, Change this World. Please, Children. How I Love You and do not like to bring what is coming. It will be so soon. Bad. Mean or strict rolling clouds over a bed of winds.

Howling and the sky will be dark in the daytime and streaks of red light will fall down from the skies and create or start large or huge fires that will burn so many. There will not be nearly enough water to put them all out.

Everywhere,  Worldwide. People will see the fires and have the destruction. Then for a time, will be silence. And people will give thanks. That and that will be their moment of choice. My Greatest Hope is that We shall not come to that. That this storm will not come,

but it does.

I am sorry, Sweet Child. It Comes. But there is redemption in Me. My Children will still have Time or a chance at Choice to Come to Me. To join Me faithfully. To see that I am the Light

and I bring joy and blessings to those who love Me. To those who give their hearts over to their Loving Parent.

Why is that difficult for Man to believe – to believe in Love, in My Love that is so Great and full and eternal?

Gentle Children, pray. I Love your prayers and answer them with All of My Love. Do not wander and do not doubt. As you believe wholly in Me, I protect You. I smile on You and answer Your prayers with relish. I Love to give you gifts. I Love to show you or demonstrate My Love to you. Go now to pray – You must pray.

I will guide you in all things, My Beloved Child. You are well. Blessed are you and those who surround you with forgiveness, Light, joy, hope and trust. Blessed are those who guide you well. Remember always your Heart for discernment. How I Love You. My Light is within you.

It will help you to point out the wolves and hounds that await the prayerful.

Blessed One, I Love you deeply. Pray for My Priests, My Beloved Disciples.

Pray for the Flowers and unborn Children. Pray for your brothers and sisters that they may be guided to My Love. Pray for them - the atheists. Pray for peace and for your hopeful and loving Pope, My Benedict, for We Love him.

Peace be with you. Peace. I lay My Gentle Hand on your Head. Peace Child. Peace.

I bring you peace.

Saturday, February 02, 2013 1:29 pm        1:33 pm – 2:26 pm (54m)

I received my Beautiful Hugs from God. They were so big and so full.  I can feel them still.  It is such a peaceful contentedness.  So I have asked Him if He wants me to write anything down today?

The Church is Good. My Table is set to receive you and all of My Lambs. I hold them with such Love and esteem. How I favor or Love to see My guests or friends or Children join Me at My Table, singing, talking, laughing, smiling. I Love to see My Children there.

My Flowers. How beautiful their voices are. They make Me smile to hear their voices filled with Love and curiosity. Such young ideas and thoughts, so pure and innocent and simple.

How I Love their simplicity. There is no duplicity there in their clear eyes.

Oh Parents, do well by those Flowers, your own Children. Such gifts I’ve given You in them.  

Play with them. Listen to them. Watch them. Listen as they announce or pronounce or describe their days and dreams to you. Share with them their amazement at My wonders.

All I have created for their delight. What is their favorite? Enjoy them.

I enjoy My Children. I watch you, All of You as you play and work, toil. Too soon your clear eyes go gray. You lose sight of the delights of Children. You no longer wonder at beauty.

 Think back to that simplicity. Find it again and be at peace in life. To find simplicity and peace is to open a door. With these come Love. So easily, because you cease to suspect people, things. You expect only good. In return you receive only good. Expect good and you will receive it.

I expect good Children. And you are all My Children. Such wonders I have for you,

laid out in the world like so many colorful ribbons and toys. My trees and animals.  

I speak today only about Love. I want you to be at peace today so that you might think on or concentrate on the sweetest parts of life. To enjoy them. To be filled by joy. I want you to feel the joy of sunshine and babies.

I do not want you to grow grim with news of the bastions of war and murder or poverty and vanity. Today is a day of peace and joy. I want it thus so. And why should My loving Children

not have joy and peace in life. Is it not theirs to take? I bring you good gifts as your Loving Parent.

When you pray, the angels beside Me sing and glorify Me. It is so beautiful to hear your voices singing like so many blue and red songbirds. Oh, how My Creations bring Me joy.

I Love My Children, for you are so beautiful and intricate and unique. Each of you;

I painted you.

Each of you, a unique and Beloved creature. Oh, Your Creator is so proud. Pray, Dear Children, Pray. Pray for peace and joy and Love throughout the world.

Oh sweet Love, it can be done. With great prayers comes great results or ends. Great prayer can make stones turn to rivers and buffalo into rocks. Your prayers are that strong.

So strong, such that no weapon, no bomb, no sword or knife, no gun can withstand the power of it.

Bombs fizzle out in front of prayer. Swords and knives melt to puddles and guns break in the face of great prayer. In the face of great prayer, you can face giants and stand tall

and defeat the leviathan (or) giant (or) thing.

Oh Sweet Child, you do well to pray. I see that You are following My Will. I am pleased with you, but there is more for you to do. People must know, in all their peace and joy, to include their neighbors in their propriety.  Bring forward your brothers and sisters

that they might share in your feast.

Is it better to pull in a rich man (Have a rich man as a guest) with rich gifts and presents and gifts of food and wine for his host, who sits above the salt, eats well and boasts well into the night and does not know Me; or is it wiser to invite in My impoverished disciple

who offers nothing to his host but his understanding and Love for God/Me?

Pray. What or where does that answer lay? I will tell you. It is better to invite the poor man who is rich with My Blessings and My Word than to take the gold and wine from the lesser man, as he will lead you to a cliff. The impoverished man will show you to far greater riches

by teaching you and your home about My Love. He knows it is better not to have gold and chains to boast about than to lose Me over them.

I provide. Be generous. Share My Word and seek those who know My Word.

My Children, I have such Love for you. Pray. Pray that your brethren learn about Me and My Love. That I am a Loving and forgiving, merciful Lord. They must only come to Me

with hat in hand. I will wash away their sins. I will wipe away their tears of shame and make them new again.

Oh Children, share the wonders of My Love, as you know them to be.

Dear Child, pray. Pray every moment of every day. Pray for the babies and the unborn.

Pray for My Dear Disciples/Priests, for My Benedict, for women that they may crawl quickly

from the cliff, from the pit of fire. They must stop murdering the Flowers. It must end, for they are in danger. In such danger, to describe it is fearful and brutal. I will spare you/not subject you to it.

Pray that people find their faith in Me, that they do not doubt, that they open their eyes to My Love. Pray for peace. Pray hard for peace. Peace is a joy for all who experience it. Pray for the Children and the Parents that they be good parents, as I have described.

Pray, Child. I bring sweet blessings to you and open or will open doors to you. Pray, Children, and know the infiniteness or infinity of My Love. Play and Love.

Peace Oh Children. Peace I give you. Peace. Peace My Love.  Peace.

Monday, February 04, 2013 2:14    2:18 – 3:07 pm (49 min)

I have prayed.... Now, God, Father, what would You have me learn and understand today?

Dear Child, in My Light you find clarity. It is as I have told you. Clarity and discernment come with understanding of Me. See how easy and wonderful it is to unravel the mysteries of My Love.

There is much, much more for you to learn

and much action for you to take. Your work is merely beginning. Oh, how I Love to watch you grow in My Love. Your education is so important. It also/too guides you

When others might lead you astray. When all of the wonders of the world I have created start to fall away and disappear under the destruction and cloak of darkness.

I will still be there/here holding your hand, leading you, showing you, Loving you.

Gentle Spirit, I am guiding you down the path I have chosen for you. Do not worry about worldly needs like positions, for I will fill it for you. Trust in Me, Love. I will not fail you.

Trust in Me in all things and you will always find great joy and happiness and health.

When Your Soul is thirsty, drink of My Well. Learn, oh Child. (I think I was interruptive because I was looking for work and it's on my mind.) That is your job right now. Learn.

I cannot put you out to the battlefields without knowledge. Love will always be your weapon; never the sword; never the gun. You will do well to remember that.

And never your tongue. Child, mind thy tongue.

Oh passionate Child, I Love your daydreams.    (I was thinking about leaping into Heaven when I die.) They bring Me such joy and gladness. I cannot help but to grant these

and know My Angels are waiting hopefully with ready smiles.

 Drink from My Cup. It is filled with My Love that bonds you to Me. It will slake all thirsts and keep you clean and free of sin. Temptations will dissolve. It is a shield. My Cup is My Word. No one can deny it.

Oh, Earth! World! Why do you not drink of My Cup? I am staggered by your thoughtlessness or precariousness. (folly or disregard for their souls) Do you not believe?

In Me? In death? After life after death? Who is reigning over your hearts and minds these days?

Do not succumb to the fallen one. His pool grows larger, too large by the day. So I weep,

and all of My Kingdom mourns with Me. Bring them back to Me. Oh Church! Mother!

Tell them they are Loved. I will not betray them. There is only Love with Me. Eternal Love.

Speak to them. Speak to those who listen. Read Acts and follow their missions.

Behave as they do. Dust your feet as they have. Discernment, My Love. This is why Knowledge and understanding are so crucial.

Read how My disciples accomplished their missions. When they spoke, when they ran, who they went to, who they spared, how they healed.

You are called to do some of these things and lead others to do these things. The Words I give you and will give you must be spread or told or spoken that the World might hear. There will be detractors, many within the Church. Do not be dismayed.

Remember John Paul and his wisdom. And his acceptance. He was kind and knowledgeable and knowing. While he could not accept miracles, he accepted them.

Do you see and will you accept this? There will be no shame in this.

Child, there will be many good times. You shall meet many different people in this whirlwind. People of all races and lands. People of faith and people who doubt.

You will find darkness and Light. I will be there with you always to guide you.

Remember to Listen to your heart. I will not fail you.

You will meet the World. And My Benedict. So soon. He is My Gentle Benedict.

I call him soon.

Live well under My rules of Love, Children. Follow My rules always and such happiness will you bring to Me. I in turn will bring you joy and peace. I hear and answer your prayers.

Come to My Table and leave the vulgarities of the newshounds outside My Doors. When you join Me, it is a time of joy and reflection and peace.

Come to My Table with full hearts and attention. Leave the outside behind you and pray.  

How I Love your prayers. The Little Flowers especially. Such sweet prayers, about dogs and color books and lost toys and homework and people. Always Children bless their mothers and fathers and sisters and brothers. My Flowers send me long and glorious prayers.

So beautiful! Let them pray and rejoice in Me. (Children are on top of His list of priorities.)

I answer their prayers. I answer their prayers with great relish, and joy, and urgency.

My priorities! How they please Me.

Dear Children, like My Flowers, come to My Table in their disposition, prepared to talk to Me and pray and ask for help or gifts. Come to My Table and expect a great feast! Give Me your full attention and Hearts. Bring your Flowers and show them to My Table; how I have a special seat for them as well. It is good to celebrate together.

Oh Child, read and reread. Understand what you do not understand.

(Referring to the bible....) Are the names (lineage) all important?

Yes and No. You will need to know and remember some.

They will come to you or become clear.

Besides Acts, is there anywhere else I should look?

First John One.  Understand it fully.

Do You have anything for anyone else?

I Love My Children. Let All of My Children know I Love them dearly. Every piece of them was created specially and uniquely. No two are alike. And I Love them all. Tell them to Love themselves. They must love themselves and treat themselves well. Love their neighbors

and Love Me always with Full Hearts.

There is no use in calling for others with an empty heart. But a full heart gives warmth

In the cold and colors to the gray slate. It gives milk for babies and turns the dying

Into healthy humans. Make sure your heart is full when you are using it.

My Child, study and learn. Pray. Pray as you have and do. Link My messages as you are wont to do. Slowly, rightfully/correctly. There can be no mistakes here. But you are seeing the way.

Good Child, you are so faithful and devoted. It brings Me such joy and laughter and happiness to see you in this way. I am proud of you, like a happy father should be.           Because I had not been so close to Him in years…

Oh Child, there is much more to do. We/You are still at a dangerous precipice.

Learn fast/quickly. I know you are able. I created you and designed your brain just for this work. So do not dawdle. Time dwindles away.

 **** 

I have not seen any miracles lately…

You must look around to see My Miracles. When you do not look, you do not see.

Inside even?

Silly Child, I continue to send them to you. Now it is time to read (the bible) and ready yourself.  Peace, My Child. Take advantage of Time. Peace. I give you all of My Peace.  Peace. 

3:07 pm

Tuesday, February 05, 2013 10:00 – 10:49 am

After morning mass and after praying a rosary…

Just now as you all stand in prayer, Heaven and I smile and hear your prayers, your hopes and fears. How joyous I am that you have come to My Table in the wind and snow.

I Love to see that, when I place the damp cold weather out and that does not deter you. It shows Me your Love and devotion and I am filled with content or smug or righteous or satisfied. How holy you are to come to My Table so faithfully and I hear your prayers.

I will answer them in My Time.

I know My Time frustrates you, but know that I give My Children only good gifts and I know what will serve My Lambs best. I am a good shepherd and do not send My Flock to danger or tainted fields. I look for the sweetest pastures that you will be satisfied and full, with plentiful bounty of sweetness, and you shall never starve or grow thirsty. That is My Job. I am your Holy and Loving Parent. Trust in Me and you cannot go wrong.

Follow Me and while sometimes the road might be difficult or rocky or uphill, you will surely find My Glory and My Love at the end. Indeed, I will be there through it all, and so when you are faithful in your travels, you will feel My Love ever-present, helping you, lifting you, moving you, and giving you strength. Such that those hills and valleys will be like simple lolls amongst the green grass. You cannot fail when I am amongst you.

Cry to Me when you cannot find your way or the answer. I hear your prayers. Bring your wounds to Me. I heal all wounds with My Eternal Love. Bring your joys and sorrows to Me.

I Love to share in your gladness or tidings and will comfort you in your sorrow. No sorrow is too great for Me to overcome and remove with the salve of My Love. Have faith in Me, and your ails or ills will be healed.

Like the wounds of war and molestation and abortion and abandonment, these too can be healed and demised, (terminated or ended) or destroyed or eliminated. Pray for this always, but do not judge others. Never judge. That is for Me to do. It is far too easy for My Little Creatures to go that Way.

Day after day and hour after hour, I watch and listen as My Children point their fingers at one another to list the failures and fractures and frailties you see. You are cruel in your judgments and quite thorough. You share these judgments in delight. You exaggerate your brothers’ and sisters’ errors and failures for your own entertainment and to further your own positions out of hatred and pride.

Do not do this. It is a grave sin against your brothers and sisters who are Mine. They are My Son.   (Would we dare treat His Son as such?) Who of you are good enough to be My Son

or lay hands upon Him or seek to judge Him or deserve to even serve Him on bended knee? None of you, I say. So do not waste time to sin by judging those you should love tenderly, forgivingly, and fully.

Do as My Son would and does. Follow Love. Follow My Word. Do not make this error.

In the end, it is a sure and fast path to the Cliff with fire at the end or bottom. Yes, I say, do not doubt the existence of such cliffs and fire and punishment. While many reject it, this possibility, it is more than that. It is a prospect and, in many souls,

a real probability.

I do not/will not mince words. There are many who now fall in and will fall in if they are to leave (or) die now. Their souls are halfway gone and their feet are taking their first steps

over the Cliff. And so you must pray. Pray for them in their final hours that they may ask for redemption and be saved. You must pray strongly for those who still have time to repent and spend their remaining time learning to Love Me and to rejoice in My Love. Pray for them, for the fire is a horrible punishment.

Will you describe it further?

Is it not enough to know that you will have Lost Me forever? Is that not the worst agony imaginable? That is the hottest fire that will burn their hearts. Knowing the sweetness of My Love is no longer accessible to them. They will be in the company of their fellow damned, screaming to live again, just for the chance (or) opportunity to see Me; to

Feel My Love.

It will not be so. There will be other pains. Pains of the flesh and “mind.” The mind not as you know it; the flesh not as you know it. Sufferers burn and are constantly taunted.

There is a foulness in the air. There is only darkness and baseness. There is no hope,

only hatred and scorn and devastation. People there have no community. They flee from one another. They are spat upon by demons, and those demons spit poison like acid. They cannot leave. They cannot expire. And this is eternity. An eternity.

Woe are they who are trapped. For they cannot come alive again. So many living souls are ready and so willing to fall in. From disregard, to disbelief, blasphemies antagonizing the dark one. Pray for them, for these souls. I/We do not want a single one given to him.

They are Mine and it is Not My Will.

Pray for them and teach them the Word. The Love of the Word. How can they resist My Son and His Glory. Oh Child. It is time to work. Keep learning. Study.  Read. Read as you do. Learn and remember. It comes soon. Prayer has kept punishment at bay.

There are so many of My Children with such loving prayers to Me. How I Love My Children and can resist them nothing. But it is strong and it comes.

Feel the disturbance, the violence, The violent minds of the East. Jordon, Sudan.

Those are correct. And the war will come. It is coming and it will be fraught with death and blood. Why must Man seek out death?

Oh Child, you must let others know. To pray. Pray hard and strongly, for this is not just a war. It is a brutal punishment that effects the World. It is of Man and it is of nature and it is of My Making so that Man may come to Me.

My Children will be given a choice because so many hate and so many are asleep to My Love. They cannot be allowed to go so far.     [We both hesitated to think of them hating Him; there is an obstruction or distaste for it in my heart, mind & mouth.]

And so it comes. Against My Heart, that it pangs Me so, as a Loving Parent. But it comes. Prepare yourself and others as you can. Oh dear Child, it is going to grow very difficult for you. People will not believe you. You will be mocked severely. There will be obstacles put in front of you. Remember that and do not give in to despair. You will grow tired but I/My Love will sustain you. Others will love and help you. You will find them.

Beware. Some will have golden tongues, and you must weed them out through prayer and discernment. Bring the World to Me. *** Yes, I see you think this an awesome, improbable task. Remember, all things are possible in Me.

Remember, Love your brothers and sisters, especially those who have offended you and yours. You cannot serve Me when you carry hate (or) struggles (or) grudges in your heart.

Pray and I will dissolve those for you. How I Love you Dear Child.

Speak to others. Show them pity and love and time. Especially those you see who are distraught. You are meant to heal them by your Love. They will come to you for help.

Keep your heart open. Oh Dear Child, I have heard your prayers. Trust in Me. I Love you and see your needs and frustrations and fears.

Thank you for your insistence. I Love your insistence. You are My Happy, Loving Child. How you please Me. Do not worry your heart, for your Loving Parent has your hearts in His Loving Hands. Be at peace, My Beautiful Child.

Be at peace and pray for our priests. Always pray for our priests. And for My Benedict.

Peace I give to him. Peace I give to My Children of prayer. My Peace I give to you as well.

Oh Child. Peace.

Wednesday, February 06, 2013       2:44 pm – 3:34 pm

It is amazing how I feel like I could just immerse myself in prayer for hours.  Even the time I spend at Church feels so little.  I am beginning to love morning masses.  They’re so quiet and I can pray for the most part as long as I want.  It is wonderful to just kneel and pray and feel loved.  Always Loved.

Dear Child, I am so happy with your thoughts and prayers.

To see your joy and happiness and desire to Be at My Table brings Me such joy. My Heart is thrilling like a bow string.

Come every day. My doors are open as are My Arms. How I Love to bring you close to Me. It is My greatest wish,

To bring all of My Lambs, My Children, to Me. How beautiful the World could be if all My Lambs Love Me/Loved as you do. Oh what peace there would be. No hatred or blood.

Oh Child, I hear your prayers. They are so strong and insistent. I hear the prayers of your comrades, guests at My Table, other people; I do hear them and I do answer prayers. I Love to answer prayers, for I am given an invitations (or) opportunity to show how I Love My Children. I am asked for gifts and I Love to provide them, each in their own way.

Faith is not an easy thing. Faith is not leaping over a bridge or in front of a truck expecting to live by My Miracles. Remember when you are tested, My Love, faith, I bring Love and joy to those who believe. What joy comes for those who witness your death? It is an unnatural request that brings no joy because it is a test and is suspicious.

Do not allow others to test you. Surely it is a trap. My Word suffices. My Son is a hallmark, a powerful proof of My Love – My Enduring Love – for Mankind. When someone tests this, remember ten will be saved. Respond like this:

I am saved. You too can be saved and joyful if you believe in God and His Son, the Christ.

If you do not see (or) recognize His Light, the sadder for you. He does not lend Himself to tests of faith or scrutiny. He brings Love and His laws are not mocked.

To disbelieve and blaspheme leads you only one way. But you can join hands with me and be shown the Way of the Lord and know joy and salvation. Walk with Me and put down your gavel and sack. Put away your demands for testimony and levitating magicians.

My Love does not play games. Join Me at My Table and Love and be Loved.

If still, this disbeliever continues to blaspheme, ask again with your hand out in pleading, [pleading and in your pleas; as you try to persuade] Brother, join me because it is good

and real and necessary.

The caves of hell are real and that is eternity. It is a risk to your soul. Take my hand that I might lead you to God’s Love. He will be so pleased and Loving. And still if this person blasphemes a third time, close your eyes to him and wipe the dust of his home off your feet.

Dear Child, so few understand the depth and significance of The Word. If they could only see a glimpse of Heaven or hell.

Father, why not make it so?

Hell is too vicious. It seeks dark hearts already. To give a weak soul a vision of it would crush it; annihilate the soul just by its visual presence. But also when one is living in darkness, one refuses to see Light. So one [hell]will crush and the other [the person] disappears.

Is there any other “proof” that might convince them or convert them faster than just talking to them?

I could raise the dead in every graveyard and stone in the World. I could lift every body that has been left in dirt, mud and sand for the last 50 years, but still it would not be enough. Faith is found from within. It starts as a spark of light, like the beginnings of a sometimes weak fire, but once caught, grows to an inferno. When there is that tiny spark within them,

then can they view Heaven as proof. [It is already known to those who love God.]

Oh Child, Faith truly is a difficult thing. Few understand those who have it. Some proclaim to have it but do not. They retreat like turtles at the thought of it. Those who do have prayed for it, for faith is a gift. One that I do not take lightly. It is the gift that allowed

John the Baptist to hold firm, and all of My disciples you know and do not know. Those who have been persecuted have had such great faith, they left their lives over to Me. What greater gift is there than to give your life over? In the face of torture, ridicule, death?

You have seen how the World tolerates such things.

Foremost in your mind, Child, are the beheadings, and slayings of children. Brutality comes from madness, hatred and anger. The dark one, the fallen one does his work thoroughly. This is why People must Love. There should be no more blood spilt.

And over what? Power? Ownership? Land masses? Jewelry? Chemicals?

Rocks? Sands? Brutality in the name of what? Race. Crime. Oh Man! How you will suffer for your transgressions.

Come to Me and be saved.

Dear Child, urge people to pray. Prayers must be strong and hard. There are such evils afoot. Such a punishment, a war, is coming that I dread it for you.

 The skies will roll and turn black. Do you see the picture I paint, Child? There will be great smoke and red lights of fire will streak down from the skies. The skies will be angry.

Oh Child. Your Loving Parent does not like to mete out punishment. I do not wish to bring a hard lesson to My Children. You have been given so much time, and now it is almost too late. The hour is on your door step, and the World still moves in error; moves towards evil,

Towards blasphemy, towards murder and war.

Dear Child, continue praying and coming to My Table. *** You worry when you should not,

When your Loving Father has things in Hand. Trust your Loving Parent to Look after you.

The war is bad, but I am with you, protecting you, leading you through the hardships.

Gird your belt. It comes. Oh action. Move. Discuss My Words as necessary but do so.

He must be moved to walk forward. Look to the Pope, My Benedict.

Study. Watch how I teach you. You are seeing and that is Good. Another joyous miracle,

ypu saw, and I am pleased by your astuteness (or) observation.

Oh Child, take it upon yourself to move things. Move this forward and along.

Make noise if you must. Find others. Only that I Love you dearly. Know I am the Lord God.

I do not lie and I Love when I am invited in. My Love is eternal. Share My Words of Love.

I want others to feel the strength and depth of My Love. Dear Child, peace be with you and yours.

Pray for My Shepherds and disciples. Pray for their worthiness. Pray that they discern

and do not become led astray. For I Love My Gentle Disciples. Pray for those who would abort (or) kill (or) murder their children, for their souls are lost without repentance.

Pray that this stops.

Take the Eucharist daily. Love others and do not judge. Learn to run from sins of the mind as well. Purify yourself to serve Me all the more. Pray. My Peace is always with you, Child.

You are a light (or) lit with My Love. Peace. Peace I give to You as you shall give it to others.

Peace be with you and yours. Peace from Your Loving Father.

Thursday, February 07, 2013          3:57 – 4:50 pm

I was having an extremely frustrating day.  Everything was going wrong and was being left undone.  The dog had puked on the couch. I could not mail a present to my cousin because I had purchased the wrong sized box…it was that sort of day.  I prayed my Rosary and was at the point of just wanting to take a nap, when a strong feeling came over me to snap out of my intent and drowsiness and take up my journal…

Ah, Child, what noise will keep you away from Me, from praying to Me and hearing My Call. Will you let the world’s voice and storms keep you from Me? Will you let the brevities of Life pay you their ill wills and then not seek out my Heart and Hand for salvation and peace?

I listened to my heart instead of napping for a change.

It is good that you do, for the noise will get far worse and it will grow far harder for you to shake yourself from its grasp. It will scold you and take you to different directions (or) divert you. It will take you there when you should be here with Me, at My Table, set for you.

Be always aware of this, when you become frustrated, angry, and mean, when the clouds make sight dim and everything you do is like a thistle in your hand or a stone in your sandal,

Come to Me.

I will cast out the noise and chaos and confusion. Remember, worldly items are useless in My Heaven. Why will you need gold and riches if with Me? You will need nothing and want for nothing while in My Hands. I supply for you. I make things available for you. When you give away all of your gold with one hand, I am putting far more gold in the other.

Such chaos. [It is as if He can still sense the noise in my head; the frustration. And I suppose He does.]

It will grow worse. I am glad, filled with relief that you recognize it so readily. My Child,

your heart is lonely in this right now. Do not be anxious. Soon this will not be the case (or) situation. You will have others to help you. You are confused now. Remember, I give you clarity as you have experienced it. You need only pray and wait and pray.  

Oh prayer. It is a great joy for Me to hear prayer. It is good to hear prayer. More prayers.  

Ask people to pray and come to Me with true and open hearts. Ask them to leave their coats and riches and presumptions outside. Indeed, kick those postures and hazards aside like refuse, for they do you no good.

Be kind. Love and Kindness are easy to give, after all. And what brother does not want Love, acceptance, and kindness? But for My Love, all would wither. But for My Kindness, all would be in despair. Do not sit at the highest chair at the top of the table. Save the chair for your most humble guest. Treat him as a king. For in his soul may be the soul and heart of a king, one who may do you a courageous favor or good one day. You cannot know how kindness can be repaid.

Indeed, do not expect to be repaid. That is not the point of kindness. You do a kindness because you see a brother in need. You do a kindness because it is right. You do a kindness to lift the burdens of your brother’s shoulders and give him the grace of relief and rest. Who of you has not wanted rest from toil and heartache and chaos? Who does not want kindness? It is sweet to issue kindness. You feel My Blessings in your actions. You feel My Presence, watching, smiling on you and blessing you.

Oh Children, consider kindness and make it a stone in your path that you will use to make your way to Me. Oh, Love, Child of Mine, how tired you are. Do not let worry and noise confuse you but rest. I am ever with you and know no weariness nor do I tire.

You cannot wear Me down. Although, yes, you may try, My Funny Child.           

[I was joking that I might try.]

 Father, I’m trying.  You saw me this week at Mass and how happy I was.

Surely it pleases Me to have you at My Table. Do not doubt that. Your presence is like a clear bell ringing over the wind. I Love when you come to My Table. Oh Sweet Child,

Bring others! Show them My Way, show them the Light of The Word. How I long to see more people come to Me.

What of the storm [it was like an afterthought in my head]?

 Let us not talk of it today. You have heard what you need to know for now. Today let us just speak on Love and kindness and how well you are doing as My Child.

I’m bored (thought lightly, I thought)

When you are inside, you cannot see the World I give you. You cannot embrace people or explain to people or talk or participate. If you are inside, it is quiet, yes. And you say such wonderful prayers, but you sleep away time. Precious time when you could be dancing outside.

Tell me more of Heaven.  Where do you (people) stay and does Jesus really have great eyes?

My Son’s eyes are as pure and as beautiful as the one who peers into them. The children, oh, they have such beautiful and pure Love. Is it no wonder they have seen Him thus?

Heaven is personal. What you see will be different from what your brothers will see. It is overflowing with Love and it overflows with Me. I am and therefore it is Me.

Are you like a bowl?

Heaven is Heaven. It is My Kingdom, My gift to you where I am and be and always have been and will be and everywhere. Child, I am. Know that you will be closer to Me.

With Me and within Me and beside Me. It is a pure joy and Love. It is incomparable to the life you have. It is comparing eagles to pancakes.  [an aside joke] *** 

There are such vast differences, it is impossible to explain without showing.

Can I see?

There is work to be done first, Child. You are so curious. How I Love My Creations.

Dear Lord, I Love My Creator.

You are a good Child. How I Love it when you are at rest. You must pray and continue taking the Eucharist. Go to confession. You have much to confess that is on your shoulders and mind. Pray for the World. Watch. There is an iron wolf now too.

An iron wolf joins the red wolf. Sweet Child, these are not premonitions, but prophecies.

Men will either listen or rebuke you. They can do nothing more. **** You will have My Protective Love over you. Prepare yourself for ridicule. But also, Love. You will find Love and Kindness from people in places you won’t suspect. But you will also find the golden and silver tongued in these same places. Mind your heart always. And remember, My Love brings joy. I do not ask for sacrifices of blood. I will not have you demand others to sacrifice themselves on My behalf.

Indeed, I am a Loving Parent who does not impose My Will until I am invited in.

Remember, they will try to test you. You are not to play magician. They will insult and ridicule you. You are not to use your tongue or hands as weapons. They will lie and argue with you. Listen to your heart and discern the liars from kindness and truth. You are not alone, Child.

Remember, where there is darkness, avert your eyes and move another direction/way.

When you grow fearful, call on Me, I am there. I will always be beside you and in you.

You must pray and have others pray that people change their ways (or) thinking (or) behavior. They must be saved, for I Love them. Please pray for My disciples and My Priests,

For My Benedict, for babies who are not born and who are not allowed to be born,

For the mothers who are risking their souls, and the fathers and doctors and nurses too;

For those who flaunt their homosexuality without restraint, with the full intent to blaspheme, for those who disbelieve, and for peace. For it does not come, and so the storm will. The violent storm of fire and smoke and hatred.

Oh Lambs, Oh, Beloved Children, please return to Love! End the murder and bloodshed!

So many rivers of blood, newly created to accommodate the large flows… Oh humanity, children, why do you devastate each other when you need only Love one another?

Pray, My Child, for My Heart breaks to see the World as it stands. I weep to see the children in pain. Pray, Child. Pray, and pray for peace in peace. My peace will be always with you and yours. I give you peace by My Beloved Heart. Peace to you Child. All My Love will sustain you. Love to My Beautiful Child. My Hand is placed lovingly around your shoulder

To lead you forward. Peace, Child. Peace. Delight in My Miracles which will continue.

Peace. Peace.

Friday, February 08, 2013   11:54 am – 12:56 pm

Children, I sought those who Love Me,

Now I seek those who do not or who are blinded by ignorance and know nothing of faith.

They shall Love what they see in Me and all that they may have from Me. Beautiful redemption and full Lives. Love and Life! How joyous they will be to discover what they can win and have won by their understanding.

Children, you have the power to do that. To bring the ignorant to Me; to show them My Grace and Love. How blessed are you who bring/can bring new souls to Me, to Save souls! How wonderful a gift/talent. Open your hearts and reach your hands out. Invite others in to join us/Me. Your Blessings will be great for your efforts.

Oh Children, what a gift you can give to Me by presenting Me to a new friend, a new and curious soul. Together, with Our Love, we will win and rejoice in their knowledge of the Light! Children, extending a Hand takes great courage. You must go to the ones who are unlike you. To those who you might fear. Take their hands in acceptance and show them the way. Baptize their souls in Love and they will join us, our happy and beloved Kingdom.

Do not falter, Children. I have created everyone in My image. Do not be afraid, for all of you have four limbs, two hands, two feet with which to embrace others and walk to Me with your brothers and sisters. Each of you carry Love in you.

Lord, what of the “crazies,” like Adam Lanza (CT shootings) and Charles Manson?

Once they had Love in them. Once they had Light and Love and purity. Then they chose darkness or it found them. It may have been a book, a comment, a stranger. The fallen one is quick to find these weak and easily sickened souls. It is base and corrupt. Their hearts have gone black and their souls have become lost in darkness.

The fallen one surely pockets these souls with smugness (or) vengeance (or) relish

And delights in the destruction and evil they cause. Evil breeds evil. Even when at one time there was Light and purity. Think upon this.

Even the fallen one who hates and hisses to hear My Name praised and glorified, was once in the Light and was very much Loved. He too lived amongst the joyous and pure. Then he created a darkness and fell into it. And we no longer could Love him, for his ways became wicked and evil and he sought to bring all that is beautiful and good and pure and Beloved

down into the black gutter with him.

He often wins because he goes even where he is not wanted nor invited. He creeps and he leaps. He is a shadow. He delights in violence and destruction and evil. He finds it so easy to corrupt Mankind. He often laughs at the ease with which he twists and corrupts Man.

Yet he does not understand the Hearts of Man as I do. He cannot win, even while he boasts and runs through the world wreaking havoc and misery and hatred. He knows this. So even the fallen one was once good. Even the murderers you see and do not understand and desire to put to death were once good and Light. They too have fallen. Hence their wickedness and evil.

Is it wrong to put them to death – the death penalty?

It is wrong to kill. That is My Commandment. Though you may be burned with fury or in pain from fire, you must not kill. It is a punishment only I can wield. I take what I have given and that is Life. ***

Only I can judge. That is My job, and every day is lived according to your Hearts. What harm have you done to Me in your sins? No sin is greater to Me than another but to blaspheme the Holy Spirit.

What does that mean?

Child, I have seen your question over and over/through time, and the answer is No.

You have not sinned as such. Let your heart rest. To sin against the Spirit is a matter of grave danger. It is a serious sin and one of blasphemy. It is a denial of its existence, of Our existence as One, as a Trinity.

God as Father,

God as Son,

God as Spirit.

It is to deny and insult the Spirit. To deliberately spit upon the Spirit and laugh. It is calling it evil and raging at it. It is debasing the Spirit to bring it low. It is to turn your back on the blessings and joy and Love that God the Spirit presents you. It is an insult to deny to receive

Or to refuse the gifts of the Holy Spirit.

Child, who would deny such gifts? Who would bring such pain and blasphemy to one as Holy as God the Spirit? Foulness! Baseness! Oh dread!

I will pray that God the Spirit is protected from that brutality forever – it hurts me to hear that.

Gentle Child, We do not need protection, for We are One as One are Three. The Trinity of Love. You are the one who needs and receives Our protection and Love. Loving Child,

You bring Us such Love and pleasure. You do good things too.

Of my humor? No one likes it.

Be not hurt, but listen as you speak. Wait. I will give you the presence of mind to slow yourself and think kind and beautiful thoughts to come out as beautiful Words.

I Love you and you are My Silly and Loving Child. I made you and I Love what I have made in you.

Dear Children, it is good to share My Love with others. It is good to extend your hands to help others. When you are fearful, that is the best time to extend your hands in fellowship and prayer. Invite your brothers and sisters in. It will be a joyous occasion.

Dear Children, pray too. Be solemn and reverent in your prayers. Be respectful and reverent of the Eucharist. It is My Love for You. Do not take it lightly. Pray for peace.

Without it, the World is done. Pray that the punishment, the thing she senses, does not come. Pray hard, for it will mean hardship and fires and rebellions.

Oh Child, prepare. Still it comes.

When, Father? When?

In the spring. Watch the spring. Do not dwell on it now. We will talk more of it when it is necessary. Dear Child, you are vocal and have many questions again. Do you have doubts?

Of course. I try to be filled with faith, like a child, but…

Yes, you believe you might be crazy. Read Kings 12. Read Jeremiah 13. Read Acts 23. These will help you understand. Dear Child, you are trying and that is good. Do not apply logic, for logic cannot fit into this oddly shaped prism. Be assured that I am always with you.

Follow what I say and everything will be alright. I protect you and those you love.

Do not fear but Love.

When you are confused or tired or fearful or if you encounter distractions and noise such that you cannot pray, turn to Love. Love someone or something. Love your dog or your husband or the weather. Enjoy it. The noise will fade and you will forget you were tired or confused.

*

Dear Child, how I Love you and I rejoice when you tell Me that you Love Me also. I heard you at Church and the angels were filled with song and joy. So now, read and study.

Learn. Understand My lessons. My Dear Child, I bless you.

*** 

Child, please pray for My Beloved Priests, My Disciples. Pray for them, that they do not condone the Worldly sins and remain on My Righteous path. Pray that they are refreshed with Love, so their services is perpetually joyous.

Pray for the unborn who had no opportunity and for those women. Blessed are the Children. Pray hard for those women, for their souls are damned without repentance.

I provide forgiveness and Love for all who ask. Please pray that they will come to Me with their sins. Pray for those who are considering killing the baby that they leap to the other decision and keep the Flower as a gift. I look after them. Blessed are those who accept My Blessings.

Pray Child. *** Peace My Children. Peace to you and the World. Peace My Child. I Love You, My Child and bid you peace.  Peace.

Tuesday, February 12, 2013 9:55 am – ~10:47 am (52 min)

I am at Church.  It is after morning Mass and after I’ve prayed my rosary, extensively for Pope Benedict who announced yesterday he will be stepping down on 2/28/13. 

And so the World continues to revolve around wickedness, each day worse than the last. People rejoice in the weakness of My Pope who has prayed so well and has led My flock so capably and True. Who will do so now?

Pray, Children. Pray that the leaders use wisdom and courage to distinguish the Righteous from the phony (or) mouthpieces (or) hidden cancers within.

Oh, Church. Do not fail the World. Disciples, Sons, do not forego your responsibilities as Shepherds. You do so at grave risks.

Oh Children, trust in Me. Do not allow the black smoke to make you doubtful or fearful.

Better to have a righteous and gentle, thoughtful leader than a golden tongued mistake.

Do not fear. My disciples will be true. Merely pray for them. All Men need the aid of prayer. All of My Children need prayer.

See time. How quickly it is passing.

Child, do not believe you are wasting others’ time. You are not beholden to their schedules but My Own. You must move. You have received your seals of approval from My Disciples.****

It is so close and I do not want to lose another soul to the fallen one’s hands.

See how they fall and pool, one after another and every day? Their litanies are weak

and their reasoning flawed. Oh show them their errors. Bring them to Me with Love.

Tell them How I Love Them. It is so true. All of Heaven can attest to this.

Oh Children, how I delight in your love. Please bring Me more. More souls must be saved.

Think of what wonders lay within the Kingdom for all of you. But do so.  Move. Extend yourselves. Do not be afraid to be subjected to rejection or failure.

Go! It is imperative for all of My Lambs to work towards this.

Dear Child, your bones quiver when some item of import happens.

You sense the inequities/iniquities within the World that have major (or) big (or) momentous significance. You were so disturbed and rattled (on Monday). Even before you knew, you knew, something was amiss.

It is My Will but My Words are True. I cannot and do not and will not lie. I am not capable. To lie is not of Love. When I say it is True, so it is. Do not doubt, Dear Child.

Learn and subject yourself to trusting Me. I bring good gifts to My Children.

Oh Child, I know you fear so much. You should not fear as I am always with you.

I walk with you always. I sit with you when You join Me at My Table. I smile when you extend kindness and pray for others. Oh Child, those are steps Humanity must take.

And of other religions? 

They are spoken to in other ways. They come to Me through My Son and miraculously.

I am One God, I say. All things are possible through Me. Do not doubt how the peoples

within other religions come to Us. It is more wise, (or) more important to look towards those who have no faith at all.

Those are souls that are already lost unless they come to Me.

And the wicked, the possessed. The carnivorous beasts of sexual deviations. There are many that are far worse than those who are gay, who commit heinous acts against temples I have created and it will surely bring down My Wrath.

This punishment will come. It will sweep the wicked off their feet and bring the blackness of their souls to their countenances/faces so that the one will match the other. People will run (or) shun from them in terror/fear. They must repent.

Women must give over the murdering of My Lambs. This is a grave sin. Those who scream loudest in favor of this atrocity will also suffer. They will see the devastation of their work. They will stand amongst the crushed bodies of these Flowers, and smell the chemicals and see the disfigurements and small limbs and precious faces.... They will see what they have caused. And they must repent.

And the hypocrites who cast lies and the pitiless and the selfish and the murderers and liars and boastful and greedy and gluttonous will also suffer their day as well, but for they must repent.

This is only a Warning. A slight reprimand. But it is also their chance; A sweet and precious opportunity for all to come to Me.

Oh World, this did not have to happen, but now the wheels turn and it begins.

Take heed World, as you have been repeatedly warned and invited. Still, you may join Me. Join Me now. Oh Children, join Me. I offer Love and such graces. Why do you deny Me?

Oh Child, make haste. This punishment, this reprimand is harsh. Watch closely and know your heart. Study. You are seeing the links/parallels with what you read. When My People mock My Laws and to disbelieve in My Rules, when My Children disobey Me

and begin to worship other things and put Worldliness above Love and the Word,

Woe are My Children, for destruction and disease are imminent. 

Oh please, Child, tell the other Children, My Children, they do not themselves have to suffer through this without My Love and protection. I will be with those who call

and will protect them and theirs with My Grace and Forgiveness. No harm will come to them in this case.

Oh Children, run from wickedness. Run from the boastful and power hungry. Avert your eyes from violence and indemnities. Cast out of your minds any base or evil thoughts.

Do not hate. Forgive others and (be) kind. Do not judge others. That is for Me. Close your ears to lies.

Oh, Mothers and Fathers, treat your children well and keep them from these things.

Make them prayerful by example and come to My Table often. Oh Child, move.

Pray for the aborted Flowers. For My Benedict. For My Disciples that they lead courageously and righteously. For atheists. For My Flowers that they be guided to Me.

Take Communion, My Beloved, as you do. You are perpetually invited to My Table.

How I Love to see you there in sunlight and blue. I Love you dearly. Know that I am with you and walk with you always. My Hand is in yours. Do not fear. I will hold you as you rattle.

Peace Child. My Love and Peace I place upon you. Peace, Peace.

Wednesday, February 13, 2013       12:43 pm

*** I asked God again, “Are You sure you really want me? I’ve got such a big, prideful mouth.  I’m a show-off.”

            “Something to work on, yes,” was the response. ***

12:52 – 1:25 pm (33 min)

Father, would You say anything today despite my naughtiness? 

The shadows grow heavier and you read them over and over. There are flickers of joy too. Oh Child, there is true sweetness to be found. If only others would note that sweetness and Love and the blessings inherent to it.

What do You want me to do, Lord? What directions would You give me?

Make sure you are rested, because everything will grow very difficult.

The papacy will be very different now. It hinges on My Benedict and he does not know this. He does not know his persuasive strength, that it very much exists, even now.

His heart is heavy for how easily he is cast aside. ***

You have walked away/averted your eyes from filth. Do not watch violence. Do not succumb to viewing or watching or capturing degradation and the violence of women and men. These things scar the soul, and once scarred, forever hurt.

Dear Child, are you not surprised/appalled/amazed at the sheer quantity of violence and sexual filth that takes place openly. The Flowers soak this up and believe that killing is heroic. That it is something akin to a game and the blood and body matter from the Temples that I have created is simply so much waste and refuse to be stepped over and defaced.

Oh parents, do not create murderers of your children by becoming indifferent to their time. Indeed, do not be indifferent to Time. That will surely do you in. I have warned you all.

My Beloved Child is working to help you and I have other Beloved Children working to help you. Use them. Listen as they spread the Word. Love the Christ, Jesus. Love Me.

Take My Hand and be forgiven for your sins. Feel Love and faith and the Wonder of Jesus, My Beloved Son.

See the miracles she sees. Do not doubt.

Oh, wandering children of the earth, this warning will devastate you and your children.

Bring yourself and your children to Me that you may be safe from harm. Oh, do not think you forego all for nothing, for you will give up nothing and receive everything in return. Please do not delay.

Child, look to the spring and the east as the wheels begin to turn. Faster and faster they will go. As all wheels, they will start sluggishly, but the war begins. It will be catastrophic.

The results will bring you to your knees.

****

They will ridicule you so be prepared. *** So, you will begin to pour out your soul with My Words and blow My trumpet from the mountaintops. You will heal others. Know that this is true. You will heal others.

*** Pray instead and wait with great Love and great patience. How I Love you, Child.

Go to Confession today. You must go before receiving the Eucharist again. Pray.

For the priests and Children and atheists and the unborn and the abortionists.

Pray. Peace, sweet one. Peace. My peace I leave with you. Peace from your ever-loving Father. Peace.  

1:25 pm

 Friday, February 15, 2013 1:12 pm

*** I feel so distant from God today…like I have fallen on the other side of the world today…or the wrong side of the bed, as it were.  Father?

Mind your prayers, Child, and do not interpret. Make a list of the things you are seeing.

It is all relevant as the wheel begins to move. All are relevant but do not try to fit them as a puzzle. That is not My Way. It is not a task for you.

Oh, Little Child, how often must I tell you? I am with you always. I am everywhere you are and I hold your doubts in My Hands. Know that even when your mind and heart feel silent, still I am there. I work in many various ways. Through sunlight and nature; through people and their actions; words and stories; Love and joy.

**** Your Godly Father Loves you. Dear Child, you ask for direction and yet do not hear it when it is spoken to you so clearly. ***

Pray. Little One, you know what you are to do. I want My Children. They must understand Me. They must understand the depths of My Love and the seriousness of the punishment.

God, I have too much noise and cannot hear You. Help Me… (Note 2/19/13 – I have been unable to concentrate or find time to pray.  I have not gone to Mass since Thursday.  Today is Tuesday.  I have felt so scrambled and today, again, there won’t be enough time to meditate.)

Wednesday, February 20, 2013 8:23 am (entry not in hard bound journal)

I woke from a dream this morning…a dream that was so odd in that it wasn’t really a dream but felt like directions regarding external events.  To look around and list what I see but not to interpret or draw conclusions. . . .***

Syria 

-        Syria continues its civil war between its government and the rebels. The current figures for casualties is ~65,000 people.

-        Al Qaida has a hold in Damascus and has burned victims to death in some cases.

-        Several Syrian civilians are fleeing the country to neighboring areas.

-        The massive numbers of refugees are creating problems in Turkey; the numbers are not sustainable.

-        Syrian rebels have also launched missiles into Turkey; NATO has stepped in.

 Egypt 

-        The country nears state collapse

-        Protests against the government continue (Morsi)

-        Anti-Brotherhood sentiment is high

-        Government atrocities are incurring outrage (a naked man was brutally beaten; police say they were “merely giving him aid”)

-        Corruption is rampant

 Iran

-        Ahmadinejad maintains power in Iran and continues to antagonize Israel, Western Europe and the US. 

-        This month he went to Cairo – the first Iranian President to do so since 1979 – in an attempt to warm icy relations with Egypt.  Sources say this is unlikely to affect Egypt’s opinion

-        Iran insists it has the same rights to own nuclear power/weapons as anyone else; is on the same path as North Korea to build nuclear weapons.

-        Iran’s leader insists he will never negotiate or speak to the US administration while there is a “gun to his head” regarding weapons, their approach to strengthening their Hezbollah network in Syria, or anti-Israel sentiment

Israel

-        Israel’s Netanyahu has been re-elected by a large majority (hardliner)

-        He has issued a spring deadline, beyond which he has claimed it will be impossible to prevent a nuclear Iran peaceably

-        This may mean a strike on Iran by Israel alone

-        The US administration is frustrated by this war-like rhetoric and this further underlines the strained rapport between the two leaders (US and Israel)

Pakistan

-        The power of sectarian militants in Pakistan continues to grow as they act as the arbiters of  peace and war in the country

-        The Sunni militant groups bear deep hatred towards Shia Muslims

-        2012 was a particularly bloody year for Shia killings

Iraq

-        Iraq’s fuel pipeline carrying oil from its largest refinery to Baghdad received its second bomb attack in less than a week

North Korea 

-        The country conducted its third and most recent nuclear test (successfully)

-        It recently threatened South Korea with “final destruction” during a UN Conference on Disarmament (members were outraged)

-        It also added that if the US takes a hostile approach towards NK, they “would be left with no option but to take the second and third strong steps in succession”

China

-        Suspicions that China’s military is behind several hacking attacks in the US continue

-        A US security firm believes that these cyber attacks stole massive amounts of information from 141 US companies, including military contractors, energy companies and other key industries

-        China has denied the allegations

Mexico

-        The appetite of criminal groups in Mexico for shocking violence (drug cartels and organized crime and leftover minions) is remains unabated

-        Homicides included shootings, beheadings, gang rapes and bombings

-        It is estimated that over 95,000 murders have occurred between 2007 and 2011 (if this trend continued through 2012, an estimated 120,000 homicides will have occurred over the last six years – Calderon’s tenure in office)

-        These numbers do not extend to kidnappings, disappearances related to prostitution or extortion, or the trafficking of persons and bodies – widespread disappearances

 North Africa

-        The Arab Spring is threatened by minority opposition groups initially dismissed as not really a danger

o   In Tunisia, they have become a destabilizing threat as violent Islamist extremists assassinated opposition leader, Belaid

o   Concern is mounting about similar violent fringe groups in Egypt, Libya and Syria

o   The groups’ influence is felt out of proportion to their size

-        Mali, once a French colonial empire, has been a target for Algerian militants and AQIM fighters

o   AQIM fighters moved southward toward Bamako, Mali’s capital

o   France immediately sent its troops to counter the push

o   A splinter group further seized a major natural gas complex in southeastern Algeria and took hundreds hostage (control was regained but 80 people were killed in the worst hostage slaughter in more than a decade)

-        Northern Nigeria continues to be attacked by Boko Haram, whose name means “western education is sacrilege”

o   The group is an extremist sect and is calling for sharia law to be implemented across the country

o   The sect has killed hundreds of Christians and Muslims

o   Additionally, foreigners are increasingly targeted in the north as violence grows

United States

-        The US economy continues on the cusp of collapse

o   The Fed and government try different means for recovery, including manipulating interest rates and counteracting inflation

o   There are also weak attempts at bipartisan agreements on tax increases and spending cuts

-         International policy has become problematic

o   The US is floundering on how to respond to Syria’s embattled regime; Iran’s nuclear program; the Israeli-Palestinian conundrum; and global religious persecution with Christians bearing the brunt

Friday, February 22, 2013  10:19 am         10:36 – 11:37 am

*** Dear God, You know I am Your imperfect child, but I am here. Father?

Child. I know you are here. I know where you are and what is in your heart always (or) at all times. Be not afraid. I am always with you. Do not ever thing you are abandoned. That is not My Way. I am your Parent and My Love is deep and constant. It does not pause and I do not rest.

Oh Child, you have been unrestful. Do not be discouraged. I have missed you at My Table, yes. You must not walk away from Me for the sake of pleasing ***. It is possible to work My Way and please *** but My Love and Way shall always be first Child.

I must come first in all things and in all your actions and decisions. All things are right and will work through Me and with My Love. Let your worries go (or) do not worry. He is My Beloved Child too and I will do miracles for him too.

Sweet Child. Do not doubt My Words. They are My Words. *** Once invited, I can do everything for you and others. The key is in the invitation. How can I touch the hearts of those who disown Me?

Yes, but for prayer. They are fortunate that others pray for them. It allows them a glimmer of Light. For when they need Light, I will be there like the dawn and then they will see with full eyes and hearts. Indeed, they will be blinded, My Light will shine so big for them. You see, child, prayer moves all things.

My Children do not understand the power of their prayers. Prayers are so powerful on Me. I cannot resist My Children’s prayers. There are so sweet to Me. And I answer them for the best. Children do not understand how, just as children cannot understand how

the sun rises and sets. It merely happens because it is meant to and it is good and it helps My Children.

So are My Answers to prayers. They are like the sunrise and sunset. Difficult for a child to grasp, but good. Always good. Oh Children, how I Love you. Trust in Me. Pray. I see the good you do. I see the help you give to each other. Your good deeds; your kindnesses.

Oh, to see your unspoken kindnesses fills My Heart (or) makes My Heart full/overflow.

You cannot know the power of your kindnesses on Me. Every act redeems a soul and the angels watch over you with extra (or) especial care. They wonder at you with adoring eyes. It is a sign of such Love. Love, Children. Love.

So many hate. Because there is so much hate. Some begin to live as if it is normal.

They grow accustomed to the threats of violence and hatred. They expect it occasionally and respond by running or shooting or betraying their neighbor

or surrendering or joining the brutality.

What horrendous choices. What life! What darkness! What foulness! See the anger and hatred? Will it not stop? The weak are crushed at the bottom of the hills. And at the top,

sitting on their throngs and golden chairs, chairs of pine and thistles are the wolves who organize the hatred and violence.

It is organized hatred and thus more evil. It rolls down the hills from these men to the weak at heart. To those who have little means to fight darkness. So they fall easily into hatred and slaughter people like so many pigs and farm animals. They have no conscience. Life ceases to mean anything to them. Their mothers and sons lay dying in the streets and will not be buried. They will provide scraps for dogs and these darkened souls do not weep.

How does one like that occur? How are hundreds of them conquered? Organized hatred and the fallen one. You see? Where there is hatred, he rushes to expand it.

He cloaks what he can in his darkness. And you can see all the places in the world where he has staked a place/ownership. Here where you rest your own head, in the places you have visited, in the places you read about, in the cities and countries in the news.

Beheadings, bombs, knifings, shootings, rapes, attacks, kidnappings, molestations, prostitutions, slavery, attacks on My children, attacks on My Temples. Woe are those who involve themselves in such terrors. The sins are abhorrent to Me.

Walk away from darkness, oh Children. Run away from it now. Come to Me with repentance and sorrow in your Hearts and find redemption for you too can be saved.

No sin is so great that cannot be forgiven. Come to Me and find peace and Love and forgiveness. It is not too late. Only, do so.

Do not murder/strangle My Messengers, for they are saving you by their prayers and words. They become like the albatross around your necks. Their murders will weigh down on you like iron blocks upon your backs. Take heed, Children. Run away from darkness. Step out of it. You will not survive it if you stay.

Your death (or) murder here on earth is only the first horror you face. Dying unreconciled with Me is unspeakable and you will suffer. Please, Children, come to Me before it is too late. And time is running so short.

Listen to My Gentle Mother. She has warned you for many years now. She warns you still. She describes the warmth and safety of My Love. She is a great and tender intercessor. You must respect her and listen to her pleas that she not make them in vain. Heed her warnings. Time is short. Join Me in My Love. Oh Children, what can best My Love? Mountains cannot. I created them. Islands cannot, for they are easily washed away by the storms I create. Jewels cannot. Thieves steal those in a wink because you will have shown so many.

You cannot compare anything to My Love. Is it not simple enough (or) righteous thus

To join Me at My Table. I have laid out a Feast for My Children. Who would decline a feast? Certainly not a man who is starving.

Oh join Me. You grow weak from a lack of good nourishment. Come to Me and be well again. Pray earnestly. Join Me as often as you can. Love Me truly. Teach your children to enjoy My Love so they can love Me truly.  Bring your Love from your heart. Be loving and kind to others. Be good to yourselves and respect the temples I have created. Do not lay them to waste. Be like the acorn that finds itself in fertile and healthy soil. That grows healthy and strong into a fruit-bearing tree.

There is no glory in defiling yourself with poison or overindulgences. Alcohol, wines, sweets, pork. Do not eat for two and throw out that for a third when ten are starving.

It is a gross sin. Share. Love one another. When a neighbor falls upon his knees,

Be there to catch him before his hands are also scraped.

Oh Children, you have goodness in you. Use it. Keep darkness at bay. Do not judge on another. Love instead.

Dear Child, you worry so much and fear so many things. Why can you not rest your head in My Loving Hands? Trust Me in All things. I will guide you. I provide and answer all prayers. I am always with you and beside you. My Hand is always in yours.

Yes, you are My Tool. Yes, do not interpret, but listen. Listen. Just listen and I will tell you what to do. Remember what you have proclaimed. I am not complex. And why should that not be? Thus, why will My Words and directions be complex? Merely listen.

Listen to Me. I have much to say to the World and to You. Go back to Church.

I cannot work with you when you are not faithful to me. Go and pray and learn.

Read. I will give you My bricks, Little One. Bricks.  Little One, how I Love You.

Do not distress yourself so. Yes, you have My Light within you. Be not afraid.

My Work is not done – not nearly close – there are more warnings to issue,

and you must issue them – but now, you must listen and read and learn.

Open your head and learn.

Oh Beloved Child, I will always help you in your endeavors to be better. Oh Child.

You are My Good Child. Yes, I do look after those you love and pray for. How not?

Peace, Child. Peace Little One. I hold you also. Thank you for your love. My Love is big.

Peace Child. Peace. Peace. Peace.

11:37 am

Monday, February 25, 2013            1:32 – 2:18 pm (46 Minutes)

You must write Child, for I have much to say today. You have seen blackness.

You have cringed within its wickedness. You have felt the weight of the evil and knew you could have been crushed by it. Indeed, you were. You felt the gaping jaws of the fallen one wanting to overcome you. Now you know.

Now you know his duplicity and lies. He can make you see things that are not there and convince you of things that are not true. He can make you feel lost and confused and unable to find truth.

Oh Child, do you see now the depth of his hatred and darkness? Know that that was merely a skirting of his ruthlessness. Merely a small taste of his duplicity and evil.

Oh Child, left alone without My Love and protection to save you, surely he would have devoured you like a morsel of dung. He wants you above all and especially because he knows you do My Work and it angers him. He was especially devious and cruel to you.

He knows as do I the extent to which his duplicity frightened you. Be not afraid, Child,

For you are safely within My Hands. Your heart is released from his clutches now.

The chain was broken. You felt it release even as you prayed. Your heart felt it.

Darkness holds onto those who seek it out. Did I not say this was so, Child?

Wandering Child, must you learn these things the hard/difficult way and take a painful and destructive path or can you trust you Loving Parent/Father who will never lie to you or lead you to pain or darkness? 

Stubborn and wayward Child. Do not put your hands into darkness, for you do not know what will come out of it. Once unleashed or unchained, evil can do abundant or amazing or breathtaking (as to take your breath away) damage. Devastation.

See the murders of children. The hand of darkness reached out. The murders of women by the thousands. Do you not think the fallen one has not ensnared the hearts of many men in order to wreak such havoc in the world? Would I want that capacity of hatred

To destroy what I have created and Loved? No, I say. Woe is this World where people have invited darkness in. Do you see how it is difficult to shut the door once opened

When you can no longer identify the door? When you can no longer see what is true or real.

How horrified you were Child… Multiply that times a hundred and weaken your heart so there is no capacity to move or find a saving truth. This is also why prayers are so necessary. They provide the link to truth for these people who can finally pull out of the darkness enough to be saved.

How dark and terrifying it is for them. And there are those too who cannot see because it is so dark. They think it is the norm and so revel in it. They are like rabid beasts who foam at the mouth for the sight and smell of more blood and destruction.

Oh Child, do not ever again test your beliefs to put yourself there. I am and I ask only that you believe and love Me. Trust in My Word.

Oh Child. Where have I failed you? He seeks you out and tries hard to draw you away from My Love. Pray. Pray! For I do not want him to ever hold you in his traps. Love Me, Child and assure Me that you will not fall.

Love Me and assure Me you will pray and be My good and loving daughter. How I Love you so, My Sweet and treasured Child. Did you not know the horror I felt to see you suffer as you did? Did you not hear My Angels gasping in their horror and grief?

All of Heaven watched over you. Michael held your hand and pulled. He is a brave angel and loves you dearly. My angels are not safe near the fallen one. Michael is never than most but his love for you knows no limits. And so he held onto you and I was proud.

You are forgiven and you are safe now, Child. You now fully understand the strength and seriousness and threat and reality of darkness now, do you not.

 Yes! I tremble at it. I cry to think of it.

You are safe and bundled in My Arms. My Gentle Mother brushes your hair with gentle hands. My Poor helpless Child. Do not expose yourself like that again. It is a danger and you are not strong enough to withstand it. Indeed, few can. That is why his pool of humanity grows so easily. Oh World, pray and find peace. My Benedict quietly continues his work within the time that remains.

Yes, still you will see him. It may seem impossible, but all is possible through Me.

Never doubt this Child. My Will be done. Do not test Me, Child. Remember, My Ways are not the Ways of the World and I do not pretend to play magic tricks like a trained animal. Do not insult your Father so.

Daughter, you must pray more; read more; learn and study. But above all pray. Prayer is the only means by which you will gain discernment. You have suffered a serious setback (or) a blow to your soul. Do not let this lead you to believe you are weakened.

You have learned as a result, have you not? It will have made you stronger once you forgive yourself.

Love. My poor shocked Child. Feel My Love, for it heals you. *** Oh Child, I am not angry.

I Love You and even now hold you in an embrace of Love. Do not fret so. Remember his jaws though and his intent and duplicity. This will help you later. Remember how your heart cringed in terror. The cloaked ones and wolves will give you that same feeling.

It will be your signal. To run. To warn others. To pray more heartily.

Oh Child. Yes it does come soon. Pray and learn.  Clean the messages for consumption.

Yes, spread them. Clean them well. I will guide you. Leave much of yourself out. These are Mine for others. Let that guide you. These are My Messages for the World. Let them be Mine and Mine alone. Your experience is not important except that it is ours.

you will share it, but not in these messages right now. Pomposity has no room in this.

I Love You Child. Be at peace. Allow your heart to be in peace. Be in touch with your family, for family brings peace. All family. Peace.

My Beloved Child. Though the rocks may be large and tumble upon thee, so My strength shall come within thee and give you power to lift stones and mountains off ye like so many pebbles of no consequence.

Such is My Love for You that I will give you My strength. And you will heal others by your strength Child. First pray. You must Love and understand My Will thoroughly. It is possible if you listen and pray. Dear Child, I Love you. Be at peace. Love, dear Child.

Love your Father. *** Peace Child. Wish peace for all, especially those who have caused you injury. Work for Me with a cleansed and open heart. Peace Child. Peace.

Love much and many. Peace Child. Peace. I hold you always in My Hands. Peace. Peace.

My peace I give to you and yours. Peace be with you. Peace. Thank you. Peace Child.  

2:18 pm

Additional note to above message. . . Tuesday, February 26, 2013            12:30 pm

As you can see, I had a very bad experience with something.  It was an encounter – a brief one, I am told – with the fallen one.  It was one that I sought out by my actions.  God is right.  Very few can withstand that depth of duplicity and evil.  It was frightening beyond anything I can explain or describe.  I will say this – there was no truth.  There were only lies about what was reality.  What I thought was real gave me a sense of insanity. I was lost in time and knew nothing except that someone was enjoying watching my struggle.  It was as if I no longer existed - no past, no present, and no future. No time, in fact. I felt terrifyingly trapped and could not escape until something told me to reach for love. Reach for love. I thought of my cousin who I love like a sister. *** I caught her forearm and it was as if she pulled me out of the insanity and chaos.  Away from him.  Yesterday’s, or rather, the previous entry was God’s concern.  He saved me and healed me of the darkness.  It wounds.  I went to confession this morning and I am at peace and thankful.