May 1 - May 15, 2013
Wednesday, May 1, 2013 5:13 – 6:27 pm
I count myself fortunate to have so much time to listen to God. To really listen and watch and see and appreciate those things He has made for us. There is not enough feeling inside me to express my thankfulness, except to use the old adage, “My cup runneth over.”
Father, You know the silent joy within my heart and I thank You for giving it to me. Only through You and the Holy Spirit can I feel such outrageous joy.
You are My Child held closely in My Hands like a delicate flower or newborn babe.
So delicate and beautiful and easily Loved.
Surely today is beautiful.
When you receive My Sacrifice, you are whole.
It brings you the joy and fullness you feel.
It is a drink of cool water that fills your soul up after a long hot day.
Oh Children,
Take advantage and take Communion.
You know not how much it benefits you!
It is a safe haven under roaring winds!
It is life from death or after death.
It is as necessary or vital as breath.
It overcomes the spirit or your spirit and fills you with blessings.
Children,
Join Me at My Table which is laid out for you now.
My doors are open and the feast is prepared.
Do not disappoint Me.
Do not leave Me standing singularly (alone) with My leaves or a flower or a branch in one hand and My hat (?) in the other.
Your Host has a feast for all of you!
Come to My Table!
Beloved Children,
Do you not realize the depths and extremities of My Love.
It does not fall into an abyss of empty words.
I do not speak falsely, nor do I describe a love that is not true.
My Love for you is truer than everything you see and more powerful than anything you can know.
Father, I know You’ve give us free will but can’t You use some of the power of Your Love to convert people? Especially the stubborn ones? We’ll pray and You can knock people on the head with Love.
Child,
You know why I do not do these things.
You have asked before in your fear.
Do not be afraid to approach others in My Name.
You must accept ridicule and mistrust because you will also convert others.
Do not be concerned.
You also know I Love to see the efforts of My Dearest Children.
I am not intrusive and you too have free will to deny My request or work on for Me and for the Love of others.
You know I do not. (have free will to move against God)
I know what you have chosen, Little Monkey of Mine, and I thank you for your efforts. [My heart swells to hear His nickname for me because it is very affectionate for me.]
Rest in the knowledge that you will meet many people who are good and who will help spread the Word like fans spreading cool air.
You will not even know all of them, and it is good.
Know that this is how things will be.
Do not worry about how different things will happen.
Your work for Me is assured and ongoing.
You will learn and learn to accept time and as work comes.
You will know when I will let you know.
Surrender yourself to Me and you will not be misled.
Oh Child, excited Child,
Do My Work faithfully but justfully or work with justice in your heart.
Pray and come to Me in all things.
When you are frightened or confused.
Do not panic but come to Me and I will provide you the clarity and peace you need.
Yes, false prophets abound, and you must be very careful.
You cannot be so susceptible to outside attacks or emphasis or words or interpretations.
Remember, keep your spirit open to My Love.
The Holy Spirit descends upon you to give you guidance and love and direction.
Trust in the Holy Spirit.
The Spirit will tell you what is black and what is white and where others are trying to replace the two or mix them up or tangle things.
Do not be afraid, Child. I am always with you. Thank you for your adoration.
The adoration of so many is a balm or salve on My Wounded Heart.
Sweet Children who come to Me daily to pray and ask forgiveness or beg or cry…
I take you by your hands and lift you from your knees so that I may make you stand ready for My Loving embrace.
Know that I am very much aware of you and My Celestial and Holy Eyes look kindly upon you.
I pity you and hold you with compassion and Love.
I bless you and give you grace and peace.
Dear Wounded Children,
When you are in pain,
When you have lost your blood and left your limbs on the battlefields of the just,
I am with you, holding your hand in Mine.
I whisper in your ear, loving words of encouragement and peace.
I give you strength and patience to know you can endure this pain.
All things, all pains,
All wounds, all burns, and all tragedies can be healed by Your Loving Father.
Know Me and know My Love.
Children,
I implore you to shut your eyes and see the faces of the little babies that are killed each day.
Some with hair, others with mere fuzz.
Eyes yet to open and view this world with a sustained smile.
Oh Mothers, why?
Do not do these murders, for it is what you do. [For murder is what you are doing.]
When one is destined for life, it is murder.
Only I have the right, and it is just, and the power to give a life and take it back.
That decision is for Me and Me alone.
You cannot murder and be with Me.
You cannot kill adults in death chairs.
You cannot kill people with bombs and bullets and grenades and knives.
You cannot kill each other with poisons.
And you cannot burn and dismantle babies in the womb.
This is My Commandment and it is so.
Those who knowingly choose to break this Commandment will need to repent and do so soon.
Oh Children,
Do not delay.
Do not allow time and the World to pull you away from Me,
for My thoughts and feelings about you and your life are the only ones that matter.
Your vanities and avarice are but shields and cursed shields at that.
Made of brittle metals, so easily broken, and quick to fail.
Come to Me, Oh Children,
Know your time is limited.
I am telling [you] this in the hopes that you will heed My Calls.
Turn to Me, for I Love you and want you safe and with Me in all of My Great Love.
No one believes that there is a Warning. It is unsubstantiated (in man's eyes)
Humanity has little understanding of My Will and ways.
You are like small marbles within a small box
And that box within a far larger box with many other boxes.
All with various sized marbles. [Like our understanding of all of outer space…]
I made the oceans and skies.
I can make rains flood the lands and have the sun scorch the World around which you stand.
Unsubstantiated…so little faith.
Children,
You know My Will.
Love Me with all of your being.
Love your brothers and sisters.
Issue them Love, generosity and charity, respect and mercy.
Attend Church.
Go to Confession, for you do not live without sin.
You must confess. Often.
Take the Eucharist and know or recall the blessings you receive at that moment of triumph.
Pray for the priests,
The atheists,
Mothers who could have been,
Those who support murder and commit murder. [In all forms]
Pray for peace in this world.
Pray for her, please. She does a dangerous job.
Thanks God.
Do not be wretched in your worship of Me.
My Love brings joy only and great gifts.
I do not lend you confusion or pain.
Follow that lead and know when one is on the path with the righteous and just or on the road towards snakes, vipers, and demons.
There are people, even today, who have just fallen into the pit [literally, May 1st]
And it makes My Heart Weep.
My Angels stop their singing and look down with longing and sorrow.
Know, Loved Ones,
That when family dies in sin, without repentance,
You shall not see them again.
They are lost to Me and you and now you should weep in true sorrow.
Take no chances and insist that those you love come to Me.
How horrible it must be to come into My House and find Love! [This is a conundrum because it is quite the opposite – it is a great thing to find love.]
Children,
Do not be concerned about the day-to-day troubles you face.
They are fleeting and ridiculous, and when time has passed, you will see this is so.
Prepare yourself for Me!
Worship My Beloved Son, Jesus, the Christ who Saved you and the World that you might be forgiven.
He is the King of all kings.
Say His name worshipfully, lovingly, respectfully.
Praise His Name and look to Him with thanks and Love and beg for His Mercy.
My Son, who I Love, is the Sacrificial Lamb, the Holiest and most Glorified.
We are One and We are All. As We are and I am. [Confusing to me.]
Pray Children.
Do not forget to pray.
Extend yourself to bring others to Me.
Open their hearts to Me.
Time is short.
My Heart continues to break in two for all the sins I see.
Oh Children,
Turn away from sin.
Do not go down that path or that wide path and allow sin to devour your souls.
I Love you and want you with Me.
Reject sin and know that you are just.
Oh Children, please.
What must I say to make you understand My Love and this urgency that exists for the World?
It is merely a grain of sand now.
It is a molecule.
A drop of water now.
It is small and quick.
It moves so quickly and there is little left.
Love Me and choose Me and follow My instructions, for it is important.
Do not delay. Do not delay. The hour is here.
My Beloved Children, be obedient and Loving Children.
Do as your Loving Parent asks.
He wants you safe in His Arms.
A loving parent does not bring harm to his children.
Child, pray.
Continue receiving the Eucharist.
Continue moving.
Pray.
Pray for everything and everyone I mention.
Do not doubt and do not fear, for I am with you and bring you blessings and peace.
Peace, My Children.
Peace.
6:27 pm
Monday, May 06, 2013 12:18 – 1:50 pm (-10m) ~1.20m
I know, like Peter, I betray God. I do it when I shy away from expressing just how much I love Him to people who live in the World of the Worldly. They are the ones who need to hear about God the most, but I get embarrassed. Like when I was a kid in school wanting my father to drop me off a block away from the school because I was embarrassed. I am taking steps to change that. I don’t like to be verbose anyway, but I am doing other things – good things. I refuse to be a lukewarm follower.
Father, I really want to hear from You. I need a heavy brick because it has been so long and I can feel You so close to me.
Dear Child,
It gives Me joy to see you examining your heart so deeply.
Know that doing this is very important for your soul.
Do not be afraid, for I Love you and I am your Loving Father.
It is not good for you to hide Me behind your back for fear of laughter or ridicule.
It will come regardless.
I have told you this is so.
Do not worry or concern yourself.
I will give or provide you with everything you need.
Yes, I made a promise about Steve and I will not break it, sensitive Child.
I see your grief and pain.
Do not worry so.
He will come to understand My Love and My Ways.
He must merely work his way to Me in his own time and way.
Love him for he adores you even when he complicates his time.
Thank You, Father.
I am joyous today.
Yes, adoration,
Those who come to Me in adoration glorify Me and warm My wounded Heart.
Oh Children,
I look with favor upon those who join Me thus.
It is a quiet and personal time for us to Love each other.
Know that I am there and intimately aware of you.
Your hearts are visible to Me and your prayers are heard like songs.
I look after you.
People must worship Me thus – with great reverence and respect.
And above all, Love.
Come to My Table and show that you Love Me.
Pray to Me that we might know each other intimately.
Oh Children of the World,
Learn about My Love.
Listen to your brothers and sisters with open hearts that you may also come to great happiness or joy.
I am not a decoy or false.
I do not lead you astray.
Worshipping Me is not ridiculous, nor is it a waste of your time.
Indeed, it is a valuable use of your time.
If you listen, you may learn.
There are splendid and blesséd teachers serving Me and if you come upon one, you will learn much by listening to their counsel.
Do not be like the turtle that closes itself to the outside by taking in its limbs and head so that nothing penetrates his external shell. Do not be thus closed. You gain nothing by such action.
Children, Love Me. It is simple. And pray for the World.
It is wounded and it reacts. It kicks and spins and regurgitates in response to Man’s treatment of it.
Watch as more storms and natural disasters decimate land and seas.
Oh World at war, pray.
There can be no peace without prayer.
Can you envision peace?
Do you understand that there are wars in the world and people suffer mightily?
One day the war could take place in front of your homes as well and you will know that suffering.
Have compassion and sympathize with those who are suffering now.
Pray for them.
Extend yourselves if you are able to move.
Hands are rich things, Children.
They are able to do so many things.
Put them together to pray in groups.
Pray for peace in all the small and large places that continuously kill and bomb and kill each other.
That is no place for children’s eyes.
My poor children who should feel or experience nothing but Love and happiness.
Instead they are seeing their mothers and fathers laying dead and stripped of life on the battlefields.
They lose their brothers and sisters until they are sitting alone and jaded to the point that they can no longer recognize kindness and Love.
This cannot continue!
Peace is essential.
Pray for peace!
The warring must end.
Oh Dear Children of Mine,
You have so much work to do in My Name and you are such strong soldiers!
Some of you must pray faithfully.
Others must speak or evangelize.
Still others must travel.
And others must go to the various governments.
Some must teach and still more must lead in fellowship.
Others must see and share this with everyone.
There is a wealth of work to accomplish.
People must come to Me and ask for forgiveness.
Certainly I shall give them it and My Everlasting Love and how they shall benefit, but they must come first. And you, My Beautiful and humble servants must bring them to Me.
You can do this, I know, for My Light is in all of you and once lit cannot be dampened or dimmed or doused.
Children,
Do not doubt Me and My Word, even during difficult days when it is the most tempting to walk away.
Clench your mouth and lips together that no heavy words of hatred escape your tongue.
Instead, think of Me and pray.
Pray and feel how I can remove your anger and restore your love.
I can do this and you will not get led astray.
I do this because there is no room for anger in your service to Me.
Nor hatred, spite, doubt, peevishness, envy, pride, or dishonesty.
Children,
As you learn to serve Me and grow closer to Me;
As you desire to do better and share your great love for Me,
Make it a continuous practice of going to confession and communion.
Nothing is more sacred.
Do not do one without the other.
Pray and ask for discernment over your sins and you will learn to see those that are scourging your soul and hurting you. Know those and confess them. They will be the most difficult but confessing these will give you great serenity and peace. Your spirit will be lifted of those terrible burdens.
And when you come before Me to share in the Eucharist, surely you are blessed. You will feel the truth of the Holy Spirit coursing through you like the spirit of Love through your blood.
Do this. It is something I ask you to do, Children. And do this often.
Not once a year or once a month. Do you not sin every day? Have I not said that all sins hurt Me?
Even those you believe to be slight must be confessed. You cannot know their damage. Confess as often as you are able. Keep your soul as clean as possible.
Would you give Me an unclean robe to wear upon My visit?
Would you sit Me at your table with dirty dishes still sitting in front of Me?
Would you welcome Me into your home if it were dark and cluttered and filled with unfinished work?
Of course not, and so do not present your soul to Me as such
when you partake in the great blessing of the Eucharist,
for My Blesséd and Glorified Son, Jesus, the Christ, who I Love and Adore,
Spilt His Blood that you might be saved.
Present yourself as a freshly cleaned soul, ready to celebrate with Me at My Table;
Ready to sing My Praises and Love Me with an open and faithful Heart.
You are My Good Children and I Love you.
Each of you are [is] so beautiful and unique.
Like the curls and colors placed in the petals of different flowers.
Each of you are [is] My Beloved Creatures who I hold tightly to My Heart.
Know this is true regardless of where you are or where you find yourself to be.
My Love welcomes you.
Know this.
Carry this with you like a locket worn above your heart.
Feel it when you are most afraid and most humbled.
When you are brought down too low and feel unloved and incapable of being forgiven,
Know that I can and will forgive and I Love you.
Even the most unfortunate animal can find Love in Me,
For I am Love and I am.
You can come to Me and rest easy in My Arms.
I will not betray you, nor will I turn you, My lamb, away.
The least of you, I call, for I have seats at the head of My Table for you.
Come and join Me and take your rightful place!
Children,
Do not look down upon one another because of worldly ownership.
It is not right and it is not characteristic of one who walks with Me.
I do not care what those in the worldliness think, nor should you.
The gold and silver of today will not help you tomorrow when you face Me.
I cannot be bought or persuaded by coin.
It is an insult to assume that.
Dear Children,
Instead, share your wealth with those who prevail on you for help.
Do not turn your brothers and sisters away in their hour of need.
For they may be meant to do you some good gesture in the future which you will have aggravated by having denied them supper or aid.
Sweet Children,
Remember, time is fleeting and what you do now follows you.
Be good children and show your Godly Parent Love and respect.
Bring Me joy through your prayers and actions.
Spread My Word and do not be afraid, for I am ever with you.
Pray for the suicidal and the unhealthy.
Those who do not take care of their health.
They treat their temples badly and it is a sin.
Peace Children.
Tuesday, May 7, 2013 1:26: 1:34 – 2:16 pm
My mother was telling me about purgatory and the different steps or levels you go through to cleanse your spirit enough to go to Heaven. The people who are there by the skin of their teeth are on the bottom tier; you’ve got those in the middle who had their moments, I suppose; and then, there are those on the topmost rung who are almost there. They can see the big doors and their souls need just a little bit of polishing. This got me to thinking and asking God – if when we go to confession and communion, are our souls cleaned completely? Or do we still have do additional scrubbing on account of these same sins? I mean, I was led to believe that once you confessed, you were forgiven. End of story. If you asked God about that sin you mentioned last week, He’d say, “What sin?” So I am praying and asking God, which is it? All or nothing. Because if we still have to make amends, we are in a lot more trouble than I originally thought…
Father, I felt wrapped up in You today. I have so many questions for You and I want to thank You for answering so many of mine so clearly. Great brick, God! Much obliged! Would You like to share anything with Your Children?
Rest when you are tired, Young Children.
You cannot fulfill your service to Me when you are stumbling and disoriented and frowning for sleep.
Your tempers grow short and you drive away friends and those who love you.
Rest, husbands. Know when this heeds love.
Children of Mine,
Glorify My Name, for it gives Me Great Pleasure. I am first and last and always.
Put Me there as I am righteous.
Know the order of your lives should follow as such.
Do not misplace your priorities.
Men who have not found wives, do not be dumb scoundrels.
Do not lay waste to all you see and bring humble girls low for your own vices.
You have your mothers to think of.
Do not insult your mothers by defecating on Love.
Girls, you too get too frenzied.
You have become whores in My Holy Eyes.
I Look with sorrow on My Children and want you safe and clean.
Know each others’ hearts.
Look to Me for acknowledgement.
I will lead you to each other and your Love will be good.
Do not fear it. Embrace it.
Restraint, men. Chastity, women.
The blessings you will gain or feel surpass the gratuitous actions the unmarried garner for lack of restraint. Do not taint the beauty of marriage. Do not destroy its sanctity, Children. I speak to you today, for I see m any who do not understand the importance of the promise before My Holy Eyes.
I give great blessings to those who walk with Me foremost in their lives.
Those who glorify My Name are surely just.
Men, do not fear Love. You were made to love and protect and secure your wife like the lion guards his home. Do not fail your wife with your bodies nor your eyes.
Women, adore your husbands with your hearts and actions.
Let him believe he is your husband and family and those who were before are no longer.
Children, heed or hear My Words and know it is important to not live casually, (indifferently)
as it too scourges My Divine Heart.
You cannot Love Me in part.
Dear Children,
Know that so many – too many! – souls are in such danger.
I weep to see this and implore you to change.
And help others come to Me.
Come to My Light and know My Love!
Every day We lose more and there are so many.
If you could only know this devastation and pain!
Oh, Children,
Your fathers and mothers and daughters and sons fall into this fire pit of hell where I cannot reach them anymore.
They fall rapidly upon death and know instantly the mistakes or errors or lack of righteousness they have caused or made.
They are terrified first.
And then they are consumed by evil that is great hatred.
Hear Me, Children!
Believe in Me, Children.
Punishment exists for those who sin without regard.
Oh Children, I weep. My Tears are oceans beside you. I weep. My Hands fall useless and My angels are silenced.
Children,
You must work and bring others to Me! It is My request. You have heard Me through these Words and cannot mistake Me. Bring others to My Table. Bring them to My Love, for people must be saved.
I am not intrusive but I Love My Children and My Divine Heart is Breaking Apart to see how sin steals soul after soul.
As My Beloved and obedient Children, I ask you to find those who need Me and lead them to My Table. I am ready with a great feast.
Oh Children. I weep. Time is no longer relevant.
[The following came to me as a vision as well as words…]
People will no longer conspire against Me, for death shall silence them forever.
The white armies will spill through the pass and flood the town like a swarm of ants.
White ants swarming that which was previously closed to them.
Beloved Children,
Spread My Word. Share My Love.
Do not be afraid of ridicule, for you will be ridiculed in My Name.
Do not attack, but let your heart and head lift highly and humbly.
Reach out to others.
Walk through crowds and praise My Name.
Do not be afraid.
Those who are brought low in life will shine in Heaven.
Do not fear when you exalt your Heavenly Father.
Do not turn your back on Me, for when you need or call Me, I will not recognize or know you
[I will pretend you are no one I know.]
Children,
Let your children laugh and pray.
Hear their prayers and guide them to My Love.
Talk to them about My Love, as it is Real.
Let them know I am with them.
Dear Children of Mine,
Do not lose hope.
Your prayers are so beautiful and I hear and answer your prayers.
Do not concern yourself with the Worldly.
Worry only about joining Me.
Make that your aspiration.
And help others make that their aspiration as well.
I want you with Me, for I Love My Children.
Pray, Children. Always pray.
No matter how small your prayer, I hear it and it is good.
Wonder no more about the things that bring you doubt and confusion.
I bring joy.
Know this is true.
I bring joy and Light and surety or confidence or conclusiveness.
Dear Children,
Read My Words and know I speak.
Do not be pulled about by Worldly logic or the unacceptable confines of the unrighteous and worldly, for they will lead you to the pit that is hell and it is abominable.
Create no enemies, but Love.
Love those you despise.
Pray for those you have wounded.
Pray for those whose lives are at their end.
Pray for the sick and those who wish to die unnaturally, for it is a sad thing.
Pray for the atheists.
Pray for the priests.
Pray My Benedict who I Love Dearly.
Pray for the Children who are not allowed life and for the women who disregarded them.
Pray that the multiple fractures of the world do not grow into the larger war that you should fear.
Pray for peace.
I Love you Children.
Amen, I say.
Spread My Word, My Good Servants.
Amen, I say.
I know your hearts and I know your strengths.
Blessed is he who works in the service of the Lord.
His reward in Heaven is assured.
Amen, I say. Amen.
Peace, Blesséd Children. Peace.
Wednesday, May 8, 2013 10:49 am
On one other occasion as I was communicating with family, somehow His Words came to me. I email friends and family a lot, so I suppose that should not surprise me. One medium is as good as the next. It happened again today. I believe it to my core, so I am recording it. I have tried to eliminate my “conversation” and pull out what He was conveying. It was an interesting dynamic as I began to feel very desperate as I was writing the email to my mother. When I re-read it later, the tone was very…for lack of a better description…unlike me, even though it is written from my point of view.
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I also know that we have to push harder to get His Words out.
He sounds more desperate and more sad.
He says so many people who we love are falling immediately.
And we will not see them again.
He makes this very clear.
We need to be aggressive about sharing His Word.
Tell your friends.
You are the veins that will spread the blood throughout the human body.
You have to be more aggressive. [less passive; talk more to people]
It will cost all of us.
We have to spread it.
His Word needs to go “viral” in this world.
So many lesser stories go “viral.”
His is the most important.
Tell all of your families and your friends.
We cannot stand idle anymore.
Tell them there will come a time when we will not have
the Eucharist available for us to partake in.
It will be a horrible, barren time.
We must benefit from it now.
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The messages I am receiving reiterate that we cannot delay.
People must read (understand, absorb) them now and decide. Regardless.
Yesterday’s message was very desperate.
God is in sorrow. In great sorrow.
We at turns make Him happy with our adoration, but it is those who know Him already.
He is calling those who know Him already to convert the stubborn.
That is the scary job we are asked to achieve.
But our job is to make sure our brothers and sisters and mothers and fathers and children get to Heaven.
Above all, that is our job.
Forget everything that the World tells us is of import.
We need only worry whether we are heading for Heaven
AND whether those we love dearly are heading in the same direction.
The only sorrow will be the separation of us with our loved ones.
Heaven is complete, but it does not mean you will not miss those you love.
Jesus misses Judas immensely.
Tell them to be fervent and to suffer ridicule if they must.
His last message implores us to bring people to Him.
He suffers. He weeps!
Thursday, May 09, 2013 12:38 – 1:16 pm Ascension Thursday
I went to Mass this morning and was surprised to see tons of cars in the parking lot. Then I realized what day it was. Father gave a tremendous homily (as always) about going out to the world to finish what Jesus started. I think this call to action He has sent is saying the same thing but it adds one word to His request…now.
What must I do or what will it take before the World will come to its knees in adoration of My Son, the Lord Jesus, the Christ, the King of kings!
I have shown it mercy and light and Love and blessings and still, it rebels.
It turns its face away from Me in anger and dismissal.
Why does Man treat His Lord so wantonly?
In truth, I wonder why there must be so much darkness in the choices Man makes.
Why choose evil when you may have the ease and beauty of Light?
Is the temptation of power so strong that you can betray your mothers and wives and children with such ease?
Have you no heart left inside you by which to use to direct your actions and love?
I will have you answer that question one day soon and you will articulate a very sorry or weak answer.
You can prepare yourself for the damming day by increasing what evil you do and cause or by coming to Me with sorrow and to repent.
Repentance is a wondrous thing and I bless the day you choose Light over death!
Dear Children,
Do not be fooled by the weak trappings of evil.
It goads you into trying it. [Evil will make fun of you to tempt you]
It calls you fearful.
It shows you power and prestige and are not these things so great in the eyes of Man?
Does not every man aspire to great wealth and position?
And as you have all of these trappings, what will you do with them?
Will you share them with the impoverished?
Will you flaunt them before the poor?
Know this.
Those trappings will away before Me and your souls will be bare.
No one will offer you shelter and the poor will be lifted up and praised.
If you are blessed with great success in life, share it with those who have not achieved their lot.
It is not difficult to do and for every cent you give to others, I give you two cents in return.
Show generosity in your wealth, for I Love the generous and obedient man.
Women who are blessed with great beauty, do not use it to lure Men away from their humble wives.
To break a vow of marriage as a supplicant is also a sin and there may come a day when I see fit to take that which I have so graciously given.
Do not be vain or cunning but humble and kind.
Keep yourself clean and your temple innocent.
By your faith you shall lead a happy and blessed life.
Children,
There are so many places where you can fall and the fallen on sends traps for you everywhere.
The young ones are easily trapped because they do not hear or listen.
They do not open their eyes or when they do, their vision is narrow and they only see the sweet fruit in front of them.
Very few of them hear or heed My Cries.
They too are in danger, for the pitfalls for them are many.
They are easily misled and believe the abnormal more quickly than the just.
Their minds go in circles and their weak hearts are fed the dung – the very dung – of the world’s pigs.
How must they be kept safe?
Prayer and fellowship.
Speak with them, as it is necessary.
They will laugh but some will take your attempts and My Word to heart.
Those who are lost will follow the answer their Heart’s have bee searching for.
Be persistent.
Be honest.
Be kind.
Be gracious and clear.
Above all, be clear; about My Great Love for them.
My Son’s sacrifice, and the danger their souls are in.
Oh Sweet Children,
Believe Me when I say, Time is here.
It has arrived.
People scoff at Me but what will they laugh at when the skies open and My Spirit leaps forth to reveal to them the devastation of their sins?
The Holy Spirit will show everyone at once and it will be difficult and cruel.
Children,
Do not wait.
It will be a difficult thing to experience.
It will shock so many.
People must turn away from sin now and clean their souls of the dirt and grime that stands between Us.
It comes!
And it is a terrible thing.
Believe Me, it will not be easy.
Watch Israel Child.
It is all in Israel.
When she falls, people will fall to their knees.
Children, Love Me.
Is that so difficult?
Israel, My Beloved daughter, cannot fall.
It breaks My Heart.
There are too many who blaspheme.
My Holy Eyes look and see it everywhere.
I hear My Son’s name spoken by those who do not know Him or His Sacrifice.
Or worse, do not believe it.
It is like a slap in the face to hear it treated like so.
I watch the ill-will practiced against others.
All the lies and tricks done to attain an extra dime from people.
Oh Children,
My Divine Heart grows so heavy.
What must I do? What must I do?
Children, pray for the disciples who lead our church, that they forgive themselves.
The people in India that they find a peaceful resolution with Pakistan.
For soldiers and medical personnel.
For families.
For atheists, especially George, Lucia, Esteban, Steve.
For the women considering abortions, those who have had them and those who support it.
Oh Dear Children, rest now and be at peace. Peace.
1:16 pm
Side note. At this point I was very sleep and I believe the end of the message stopped either at “What must I do” or after “For soldiers and medical personnel.” I cannot be sure. I do know that the last sentence was meant for me, as I could no longer keep my eyes open for some reason.
Friday, May 10, 2013 10:34 -11:39 am
Child,
I urge you so often and I see you try.
You must try harder still.
Do not be afraid to approach others.
You are all My Children and see each person, therefore, as such – Children of Mine that you must save, like lost sheep looking for shelter in a storm; unable to save themselves without your help and guidance to lead them to shelter and safety that is My Love.
Everyone must extend themselves.
Do not worry about her.
As you see, she has other concerns and she is My Funny Child with good energy pointed elsewhere.
Do not be troubled by her lack of understanding.
It is her own way and she needs more Love.
She is My Good and Loving Child.
Such Love and energy! [Bonnie]
Look to the calm spirits.
Seek out others, strangers.
People will surprise you when you trust in Me for guidance.
Sometimes you must trust that you will not drown when I tell you to walk on the water to follow Me.
You must learn to trust Me to that extent and more deeply.
All of your faith and trust must be left in My Hands.
Know that you are safe and Loved.
All of My Doves are safe in My Hands.
Let them feel My Holy Spirit reassuring them.
Let them feel its warmth and Love.
They will know.
The Holy Spirit will be the Love stick you have requested.
Use it sparingly or correctly or in the correct situations.
Call on it in My Son’s name with deep reverence and prayer and the Holy Spirit will course through you and to the place you wish it to be.
Such wonders it brings.
The Holy Spirit defines people and the greatness and mercy and generosity and joy and absolute Love people can feel when they are prayerful and open to My Love.
The greatest conversions are prompted by the Holy Spirit.
All things are possible through God.
Such Love and joy.
You can see when, in your life and in the lives of others, the Holy Spirit has been heavily present, wrapping you in its holy goodness and warmth.
Blessed is he who the Holy Spirit favors.
He will know joy and Love and happiness in his life.
Amen. Amen.
My Son gazes at you with full Love in His Glorious Eyes.
You cannot know the depth and beauty of His Gaze.
To see Him is to Love Him.
He is larger than the expansive skies you see and more magnificent than the stars at night.
He shines and is glorified and brings Light and New Life to the World.
Worship Him with great Love and adoration and honesty.
Bow down before Him and look not upon His Face, for you are not worthy to see that glory nor are you worthy to wash His feet.
Yet, My Glorious and Compassionate Son raises you up and Loves you like Children.
Indeed, you are His Beloved Children, and We want you with Us.
We are one and one is all.
We are equal and each is all. One.
One God of three.
Sweet Children,
I hope or wish you are doing these things I have asked, for Time is now gone.
The time for pleas and asking you to heed our calls, My Loving and beautiful Mother of Mine, are closing now.
The Warning is coming, and you are not yet ready.
Many people will be struck hard by its reality.
As I have said, so many will be shocked so much so that their hearts will spasm and shudder and turn off or shut down or die for all of the agony in their truths.
The things they see and learn will have devastated them to their core.
I do not wish this to be so, but this is what the World has become and why it needs to be righted or put on the correct path or readjusted.
Prepare yourselves with prayer and confession and partaking in the Eucharist as often as you are able.
It will not be available always and you will see the recklessness of your waiting.
Oh Children,
Prepare yourself and your neighbors to the right, to the left and in front and in back of your home.
It is crucial and you will suffer ridicule, especially in the cities, where My Word is needed most.
Do not fail Me in this, Children.
I see you, and you are faithful and good.
Dearest Children,
A message for those who go to Church.
Do not fold your hands in prayer to Me and later yell in anger at your wife.
Do not fold your hands in prayer and later speak ill will about your sisters.
There is no room in My House for the hypocrites and the unforgiving.
It is very easy to fall into their traps.
Restrain yourselves!
When you discover your voice growing louder, step away and outside.
Pray that no evil come through your words.
Is anything so important that you could or must take it with you or must destroy others over or die for?
When the information you have on your tongue is too good or interesting to leave unshared, bite your tongue in prayer and think to yourself and think, in what world would I want others to share the same stories about Me? [About God]
And then ask for My Forgiveness and strength that you may never be tempted by anger or gossip again.
There are many temptations for you in this world.
I see this is true and when you pray to Me, I provide you guidance.
I cannot provide guidance to those who do not pray, even for those in a marriage, where two have become one.
The temptations vary and hide under different guises meant to look harmless.
Wine and alcohol to excess,
Carnal relationships out of wedlock,
Convenient lies,
Laziness,
Over-indulgence,
Appropriating monies,
Condoning sins,
Outright support of sin,
Disregarding the good of others in the name of success,
Attaining wealth, large homes, and all the trappings that come with wealth, [avarice]
Slovenly ways,
Self-pity,
Bigotry,
Tolerance and intolerance…all of these things can be manipulated and made evil, if they are not already inherently evil already.
Children,
Wish not for these things.
They will bring you a temporary and hollow happiness only.
But if you live simply and lovingly, you will have a joyful life filled with Love, happiness, family and friendships.
And when you die, you will have that and more.
You will have Me.
Children,
The World you live in is so dark and pitiful.
It is dark with evil and rotted with the smell of murder and destruction.
Children suffer.
Families are broken apart.
Marriage has become an unholy farce.
It wounds My Holy Eyes.
People are charged at by the bristle and stained pigs of the World.
There is war and hatred.
I cannot abide by it all.
I see the flowers, the children, My Flowers, and worry greatly for them, for their protection.
Who will they call Father and Mother now?
Let them be happy and joyful creatures.
Teach them to Love Me and because their hearts are plain or simply or clean, they will survive unscathed [relatively unhurt] but still afraid by the experience.
It will still be painful for them.
They will remember it all of their lives too.
My poor precious Flowers.
Men and Women of the World, take care of your Children.
With all clarity, ensure they are solid in their understanding and Love for Me.
Do not fail in this.
Children, Time is here.
Do not rest.
It will come suddenly.
You may be walking on the street, asleep in your bed, eating, or working hard in your office.
There will be no alarms to you notice.
But it comes.
The correction.
I Love you, My Beloved Children.
See that you pray constantly.
Go to Church and receive the Eucharist, for it is the Holiest of all holies and powerful and mighty
Pray for each other and the World.
Pray for each other and the World.
There will be turmoil especially because some will be dead.
Pray that people will be peaceful, that they will choose to be peaceful, instead of erupting into chaos.
We do not know how people will react to Our Call to repent and correct your ways.
My hope is that My Beloved Children understand.
Dear Children, pray.
Love your neighbors and extend yourself to help those in need.
Be honest and generous.
Love Me.
Bring your Children to My Love.
Bring others to Me.
Pray for Peace.
Pray that murder in all forms ceases.
I Love you, My Children.
I am with you always.
Do not forget your work.
Do not set it aside, for it is important work that I ask for you to do.
Dear Children, I give you peace.
Peace to you and yours.
Peace, Fathers.
Peace, Mothers.
Peace to all in the World.
Peace Children.
Peace.
11:39 am
Sunday, May 12, 2013 8:58 am –
Beloved Children,
Your time to rest and play has ended.
Now is the time for you to come to Me and ask or come down on your knees to beg for forgiveness and profess your love for Me and My Beautiful and Glorified Son
who sacrificed all that you may be saved.
Children,
Do not take this gift of great Love lightly.
He knows the alternative of great Love and that is great agony.
Come to Me Children of the World.
We are One.
Do so and be saved, for time is no longer on your side.
The door knocker is making its noise and the bell is tolling its wailing sound.
You cannot afford now to pack your bags and gather your horses together and feed the birds and ensure there is enough water in the troughs before you shutter your windows and lock your doors.
You must move with speed and come directly to Me with your Heart in your hands, ready to Love and be loved.
Ready to profess your sins and beg for forgiveness.
Once you have made this pilgrimage, this desperate and essential and urgent pilgrimage-
You may rest easier, but do not become complacent, for there is still much to do.
Beloved and impatient Child.
I see your doubts.
I know your heart and hear your calls.
Know that I answer the calls of My Beloved Children.
I do not leave you guessing or wondering about My Love which is real.
You will not guess long, Child, for you have more to do.
Do not doubt, merely because things or time does not move at your impatient pace.
Lovely Child, boredom has always been such a struggle to you.
Share in the work of others and yes, with your good husband.
It felt good, did it not?
Love him and give him attention.
Do not fret over the works you do for Me.
I hear your call and answer it with Love, My Sweet Child.
Impatient Child.
Oh World.
How I Love you still, despite your wars and murder and other violence against one another.
I do not understand why you battle each other so, except to know that anger and hate are fueling those fires and the one that is no longer beloved, the fallen one, stands there, in the center, moving more darkness around and out until men mistake darkness for normalcy.
Thank you. Where you are able to bring light, even by the most simple of actions, it is good.
[I can’t recall what this was in reference to. I did something good.]
Still, he works and people believe the darkness is normalcy.
It is everywhere.
In wars.
In how men begin to think during battles, and after they have killed.
In how religions now view each other.
I weep to see on murdering the other.
Why is this necessary?
He has overwhelmed peoples with such hatred and vengeance.
It will be the greatest hallmark of larger wars to come.
In laws, in standards, in emotional volatilities, in theocracy,
In the need for power and wealth,
In the desire to wield great threats to inspire great fear,
In the grip of a strong fist, in manipulations and untruths,
In avarice and warmongering, in rapes during wars,
In infanticides and matricides and genocides,
In all the blood that runs in rivers from the north, south, east to west,
From the sick indulgences that make men crave and act on base and evil impulses,
In the children who grow to become gross murderers,
In the way men and women learn to treat each other and their children,
In the way babies are murdered and the lack of horror people express…
What more is there to describe?
I Love My Children so.
My Beloved Children, you do not realize the depths and beauty of My Love for you.
I take you in My Loving hands gently to warm your hurting hearts and give you peaceful and restful hearts.
Children, believe in Me.
Know that I am just and that I am a Loving Parent too.
Everything I do or action I take is for My Love of you, My Children.
I see you struggle; I see you wander into danger, and as a Loving Parent does,
I must act to prevent My Blessed Children from heading into danger and harm’s way.
Do you understand this, My Children?
Oh Parents of the World’s children,
Do you not do the same?
When your child falters, do you not steady them?
When your child smiles, do you not feel your heart sing?
When your child follows the unruly and disobedient path, do you not seek to correct him?
For the good and loving parent wants only happiness and health for his children.
A mother desires safety and love for her sons and daughters.
The love of a good parent for their Beloved Children runs deep and a parent will give their own blood for the safety of their offspring.
They will do what they must to keep their children good and safe and happy and accomplished to do well and right in life.
Amen, I say, this is true.
The just man seeks to have a just and righteous son.
The righteous mother teaches her daughters to love and remain pure for her husband.
She is a good and righteous woman.
Amen. Amen.
Good parents have put My Wishes first above all else for their children.
Happy are they who place Me at the center of their table.
Amen.
Do you know then that it is the very same, with your Holy and Loving Celestial Parent?
God, your Father, seeks nothing but happiness and Heaven for His Beloved Children.
He wants no blackness or illness to befall His Children.
It brings or rankles His Heart and brings Him and His angels to tears.
Thus does He bring the correction to His Children, that they correct or change or realize the behaviors that endanger their lives and souls.
It is a punishment your Loving God exacts out of Love, not hatred.
I am your Loving Parent, and can you not see why this is My motivation?
I want you with Me. Happy, safe, and joyous.
To be so, you must know full heartedly what you do that keeps you from Me.
Oh Beloved Children,
Do not hate Me.
Love Me.
Do not question My Love, for it is true and peaceful and Great.
It is unwavering and fulfilling.
Come to Me and know great Love.
Oh Children,
What must I say to convince you that the hourglass is empty?
How can I convince you that the cost of your sins is devastating and can set your eyes on fire from the inside of your soul to the out.
Those who sin will know the fire that does not burn the longest – those who sin much without regard of the consequences.
Their correction will be long and intense.
Everyone will experience it.
Do not collapse into chaos, but understand this as a gift from Me, your God and Beloved Parent.
The disobedient but wise child sees retribution [reckoning or justice] as a saving grace and learns not to repeat his mistakes.
The foolish Child merely shrugs and repeats his errors.
He does not learn and so he cannot reap the rewards of learning.
Amen, I say, learn and change the ways of life or living.
Do not sin against Me.
Try and when you do err, come to Me to be cleansed and made whole
And I will absolve you and you will be made stronger.
Dear Children,
Do not delay.
Bring others to My Light.
Do not be selfish with My Love.
I have so much or too much room in My Heart to accommodate millions.
Please work for Me.
Bring Me the weak and the devastated.
Bring Me the most sinful and base.
Save those you despise.
Do not be fearful or shy.
Sweet soldiers of Mine,
Go forth and be My Words.
My Only Son, My Precious and Glorified Son, Jesus the Christ,
Whose name should be said proudly, reverently, with Love and respect
By those who He has deigned to save,
Was fearful but He moved forward in His dreadful task.
Oh strong and brave Children,
You will be ridiculed too, but please, endure this and save others.
What a wondrous and benign job it is to do.
Beloved Children,
I walk with you and take your hand in My Own to give you faith and strength.
Look to the angry and proud men who need to recover their love for Me because their souls have hardened like granite stone and they cannot feel because of their fear.
Tell them Love does not break them to hurt them.
It breaks the rock they have created to protect themselves that the Love may penetrate more fully.
Tell them to let their rock fall to the ground to pieces, and I will dust off their hearts and prepare their souls for great peace and impossible Love, the like they have never known.
Tell them, do not be afraid.
Touch the untouchable,
Those who are desperate and so ill that their families have abandoned them
And their only consolation has been sleep and noise.
Got to them and do not be afraid.
Anoint their foreheads and hands with oil.
Let them know that they are Beloved and treasured.
Do not let them live alone and unloved and untouched.
Humanity desires affection.
To lose it breaks the soul.
Remember this, for one day it may be you in that bed suffering through sleep and noise
And a lack of family and no affection to soothe your soul.
Be not afraid, My Beloved Children.
As you do this, your soul will grow stronger and brighter.
You will not lose but gain!
Beloved Child,
Answer My Call.
Do not betray Me.
It is only one hour and it pangs Me that you feel you must endure it.
It is the noise and lack of peace, Father.
It is My Will and fellowship brings Me great joy. It will bring you peace as well to partake in the Eucharist.
5 pm?
Please.
Mind your word Child, for it means so much to Me.
Pray for the elderly and those who are dying that they come to Me.
Pray for Rosa and Miley, Sara, Ramona, Jessica, Angie, Clarke, Benjamin, Vince, Steven, Marcos, Reina, George, Stan, Peter, Rudy, Joe, Robin, Fred, Angela, Frank, Beth, Stu (Stuart), Billy, Sue, Bob, Frances, Delhia, James, Jacob, Laura Smith, Francesca, Louie, Dustin, Florence, Joe, Frank, Jimmy, Missy, Peggy, Martha, Rene, Rhonda, Sally, Becky, Tonya, Serena, Andrea, Betsy, Sophia, Jessica, Lori, Melissa, Ray, Freddie, Paul, Cynthia, Maggie, Penny, Rachel, Steve, Granger (dog), Dave, Marcus, Lou, Fred, and Debbie.
Peace Children.
My peace I give to you.
Be peaceful and maintain your brotherhood and sisterhood with Love and peace.
For Me. For My Great Love.
I thank you, My Beloved Children.
Amen.
Peace. Peace.
11:27 with interruption. 57 minutes.
Monday, May 13, 2013 2:09 – 3:01 pm 52 m.
We have been requesting of each other today; God for me to go to Him and me for Him to give me a big brick…or a cinder block, please. He woke me up this morning to go to Mass. I was not going. I had determined not to until I distinctly hear Him, even in my drowsiness, when He said, “Please.” That is all it took for me to get out of bed. I was actually early enough and got absolution from Fr. L so I could go for Communion. Then, at adoration, made friends and said the Rosary with a very beautiful woman named Jeanie who claimed I was sent from Providence because she needed to pray and today is the 97th anniversary of Fatima. After she left, I said another rosary just because. Is that a cinder block? I asked God for something bigger, like having a bird land on my head or something big like that. Something obvious. Then I got my first legitimate email from the website. I’m just saying, “BIGGER, please!”
And Father, people are listening. Will You please share Your words with everyone? It makes us all so happy.
Blessed Children,
Do not falter in your Love and trust for your Holy Father, for I am ever with you in every sacrifice, every pain, every offering, and in every righteous remark you utter.
My Beloved Children,
How I adore looking upon your faces, alight with your faith and adoration.
I Love and hear your prayers and hold them close to My Divine Heart.
I answer your prayers with Love and affection and with righteousness.
Know My Will is always just.
I seek only happiness and joy for My Children.
I seek the saving of souls for benign and holy purposes.
Those who know and indeed Love Me intimately, know that I crave to have all of you,
All of My Beloved Children, with Me in My Kingdom.
I seek the safety of your souls and want nothing but your joy and for your life everlasting,
For truly, your life in Heaven with Us is the greatest joy and the greatest gift,
And surely all of Love.
You cannot fathom the Love that exists in Heaven.
It is so large or big or enormous as to be impossible to contain or enfold or capture.
Love abounds and it goes through you and around you and in you.
Heaven gives you extreme [love and/or joy] and a deep depth of joy.
You cannot imagine how great, even on the greatest and happiest of days on earth.
So Dear and Blessed Children,
Do you see why I urge you to come to Me?
To beg for forgiveness?
To turn away from sin?
To live a life of prayer and restraint and brotherhood?
I have mentioned only in pieces or only a little bit or partially spoken about the alternative to this blazing glory that is Love.
Must I describe the vehement and violent evil that makes the other world that is hell?
You cannot survive even the visual taste of it.
Your eyes will turn gray at one sight of it.
You do not want to see the walls that burn as bloods slide down as if veins or rivers.
There is fire that leaps and burns and issues great pain but eats no flesh and leaves no scars and is perpetual.
It tortures infinitely.
Souls are hateful.
They do not offer fellowship or friendship.
Each is destined for an eternity of loneliness but for demons that are not company but foul reminders of their sins.
They smell of decayed corpses and revel in your fury.
Often souls are frightened. Very, very frightened.
And that too does not change.
They are perpetually tormented and tormented and frightened and exhausted by both.
Then there are those who sinned in peculiar ways.
Some will eat those who they had destroyed, finger by finger, foot by hand.
Each piece bloodied and broken, crushed skull to spine. [referencing abortionists]
Oh God, please no more! I cannot stand it anymore!
And that is only a small example of the alternative that is hell.
And so many go there now.
Children, My Beautiful Children,
Please bring those who continue to walk in darkness to Me.
Share My Words and indeed My Love with them.
Pray for each one, for prayers are strong.
Never disregard the power of genuine prayer.
I hear My Children’s cries and come immediately to answer your call and bring you relief and peace.
I am your Heavenly Father and I bring My Children good gifts.
I do not place a snake in the hands of My Child in lieu of a treat.
A Loving Parent does not endanger their children
And a Loving Parent does not play harsh games with His sons and daughters.
The Loving Parent is stern and corrects His Children when it is necessary.
Remember this to be true.
Remember what I have said of sin.
It is a sin to take My Name in vain.
It is a slap to My Holy Face that looks down upon you with Love and hurt.
It is a sin to kill your brothers and sisters, your mothers and fathers, and your children and comrades.
Those who kill have much to confess.
Come to Me for [in] repentance.
Your soul is black and is in great danger.
Come to Me that I might forgive you and by My forgiveness and Love, cleanse your soul.
Do this now.
Do not delay.
The lanterns should be lit by now and you do not want to be the Child left outside with the darkened walk path.
It is a sin to gossip and tell lies about others;
To look down upon others;
To judge them by what they own or wear or drive or do [work].
Do not accuse one of being too rich
Or too stubborn or too poor
Or too clumsy or too ridiculous
Or too timid or too humble
Or too spirited or too affectionate.
Do not spread tales.
Do not be jealous.
Jealousy and envy are joined sins and are thus stronger.
Do not fall into their dual trap.
Anger is a sin.
Direct your anger at the sand or water.
Cool your temper with the sound action of prayer, patience and understanding.
Mind your lips in anger.
Words, once out, do their damage well.
Do not be a laggard.
Laziness is also a sin.
Make yourself of use to the world.
Enjoy your health I give you.
You are awake and so go forth to use the day until it is night.
Do not lull about as if the world has no other cares but you and your own.
It is a sin to be uncharitable – to not share with others what you are able to share.
To not open your door to help those in need.
To ignore the poor wretched creatures of the World, for that creature standing before you may be Me.
It is good to Love.
I show you great Love and for you to carry that Light forward in My Name is a great and blessed thing!
I am with you always.
Child,
I am here.
Do not doubt the veracity of My claim.
I am with you and in you and for you.
Always.
If I must, I will give you bricks all day and every day.
I will have you know My Love and the truth – that you are My Servant and that I do indeed give you My Words.
Do not doubt Me so as I have told you in the past and tell you again now, trust in Me.
Pray to Me.
Call to Me and I will answer your calls – immediately.
Go now, Child, for you have much to do now.
Thank you for your adoration.
I bless Jeanie and give her to you.
Peace for her and her sister.
Peace to you, Child.
Blessings to you, for you listened.
Peace Child.
Peace oh Blessed Child.
Peace. Peace.
Amen.
3:01 pm
Tuesday, May 14, 2013 2:48 – 3:23 -
I have always understood the 1=3=1 trinity idea. One God in three pieces, all One. I thought of God the Father as just that – the Boss. Dad. Father-in-charge. Jesus the Son was my big brother who lived in the east and was a small farmer and the Holy Spirit who was like an energy or light that could surprise you when you’d least expect it. And it connected everyone to or by our hearts. Like humanity’s and God’s umbilical cord. And all three were equal and one and kind of interchangeable, so at any one moment I could be talking to Jesus and God and the Holy Spirit all at once, but the story I’d be telling was mainly for Jesus. Does that make sense?
I preface with this explanation because today at church I was hanging out with Jesus this time instead of God the Father, who is usually who I chat with. And my interactions with Jesus always tend to be visual. They are so happy and amazing affairs.
This morning I went to Mass in a foul mood. I was unhappy about something I felt I’d had to do for someone I love very much, but the “doing” had been extremely difficult and distasteful to me. The “aftertaste” was even more so. It was like being forced to eat a pound of your least favorite food…all week.
My least favorite, I believe, is cottage cheese, or liver. I do not think I could keep a forkful of either down even if the Pope himself made his very own special recipe for me. That distasteful.
And there I was at church with a sourpuss face telling God it better have been worth it because that stunk! And see what happened?! And what I endured?! And how much I hated it?! Even though I wasn’t wrong and…?!
He waited for me to lose steam.
Can you change it?
No.
Would you change what you did?
No.
Can you just surrender your angst and anger and accept what you have endured as a gift?
And I thought about Jesus on the cross, bearing the burden of everybody’s sins, including people who spit on Him and hated Him.
Yup. Sorry about that.
My heart was immediately lighter and all of the bitterness disappeared. It was extraordinary; like water had been poured over a fire. I prayed and I felt like a real jerk though for complaining about carrying a cross the size of a toothpick. And I saw my Big Brother outside His wooden cabin in front, hoeing the dirt.
Vision:
When He saw me, He smiled. We sat down against a tree without speaking at all; just kind of enjoying the outdoors – the sun, the little things. He knew I felt bad for messing up AGAIN, so He just patted by knee a couple of heavy times and offered me a few cherry tomatoes that were in a bowl beside Him. They were really good. We also ate blueberries and figs and almonds too and drank very cool sweet water. I rested my head on His shoulder and we sat like that for awhile until I felt better. Just the two of us in the sort of sun that’s getting readying to call it a day. Then, when He speaks, He said,
Today is a good day. Would you like to see?
I said, “Yes, of course.” I followed Him only a few feet away from the tree – we actually kind of crawled to a clearing where the ground was only flat dirt. When He pointed at the dirt, it began to look like the sky with open clouds and blue skies and this sense of space. There was more than just the sky; there was more below that but I could not see it. Then, all at once, bright orbs came up towards us, one after another and then more and more. Some came speedily fast and others more deliberately paced. Some did loops as they rose up to us. They were all lighted orbs – not so bright as to make me look away from them, but like little suns flashing up to us. (I drew a picture in the journal – they looked, for lack of a better description, like little gold comments coming face forward at you, but without the violence and fire and threat – just little gold orbs). They flew over us quickly and there was a great sense of anticipation and joy with them. They were souls going to Heaven and there were A LOT.
“A good day,” I repeated to Him. We smiled at each other and His smile almost made my heart burst open before I broke out of the vision.
I am glad it is a good day. The cottage cheese and liver tasted pretty darn good after that.
You see, My Dear Child?
I listen to your prayers and come to you in kindness and with glory.
I show you that sometimes Love requires difficult sacrifices.
Surrender to Me and call out those sacrifices in the name of My Son, Jesus, the Christ who is Holy and Glorious.
He brings Me honor and Happiness.
I Love My tender and beautiful Son.
Love Him as I do and know deep happiness and joy.
World!
I am the one God who Loves you and seeks you out with Love and affection.
I open My doors for everyone to come in and join in My Feast.
I have set out a place for everyone who will follow Me and Love
My Loving and Glorified Son, Jesus, the Christ.
You can know such joy, My Children, when you put your trust in Me.
Let go of the worldly charms for they are merely trinkets and medals and tin that you will not take with you when you meet Me.
What shall I do with tin and charms?
It is better that you gave your time to the poor and your love to the unloved.
When you love your brothers and sisters, I see this and know your heart is sound and pure.
I know that you love humanity and sought to make the world more tolerable.
Sweet Children,
Discover one who sets an example for you and follow suit.
Someone who does not disobey the God they love so dearly.
Someone who puts Me in the center of their lives.
Use their example to guide you until you discern how to walk in grace
Every blesséd child on earth can find peace and joy in My Love.
I seek to Love those who suffer from the pain and turbulence of wars.
I put My Hands on their cheeks and kiss them lovingly on their foreheads,
And give those who war any excuse not to fight on the morrow.
Any excuse at all so that lives can be saved to carry on.
Beautiful Children,
You cannot know how much it pangs Me to see you die in sin.
It is irreparable damage.
Pray for those who do not know Me.
Do not laugh at the power of prayer.
It can track you down and bring the Holy Spirit to examine your heart.
I am hearing concessions more and more these days.
People think they can believe in half of Christianity.
Do not interpret what you see or hear, My Child.
Your wild assumptions…
Father, will you explain purgatory? Or can I see it?
Fell asleep at 3:44 pm
Wednesday, May 15, 2013 2:04 – 2:56 pm
Father, I feel as if I am in deep water pulling a net full of fish and I cannot see land. Where’s MY CINDERBLOCK?!
Reverence is or lies in patience, Child.
You forget that My time and will differ from yours.
Trust in Me that I guide you.
Hold My Hand.
Pray and remain faithful in your Love for Me.
How can you stumble with Me as your guide.
Father, it’s called human fallibility. Also known as stupidity. Sometimes I have it in spades.)
This is why, My Little Wise Child, your patience is so necessary or important.
If you are patient, or when, you see the bright eyes of the sky’s sunset favoring you with its brilliant hues.
You appreciate knowing that it comes at the end of each day.
You do not demand to see the sunset in the morning or early afternoon,
For you know its place and you are patient.
You trust that it will come.
Feel that trust in Me and in My time as you do with the sunset’s schedule.
I am consistent and trustworthy and truer than all of nature.
Impatience, My Children, is something I see so often but so rarely for Me.
It is always for something else or someone else, to receive or arrive.
Are you not impatient to see Me?
Or know the greatness of My Love for you?
Can I not show you now, Dear Children?
Let Me be in your lives and hearts now, for I long to know you and for you to know Me.
I wait beside you always listening for your invitation.
Waiting and listening and always to no avail.
Know that My Love for you is enduring and constant.
I will not abandon you.
I will wipe your tears and hold you in My Strong and Loving Arms.
My Embrace will soothe the wounds within your soul.
Dear Lost and Faithless Children,
Come to Me and know Love.
It is a great and wondrous Love.
Do not mistake it for the imperfect love of people, for there is no one in the whole of humanity that is perfect.
Come to My Love and know justice, peace, reconciliation, and powerful Love.
Do not blanch when I ask you for obedience too in your love for Me.
When you love, all things become one and actions are not chores or tasks.
When you love, everything you do and say and feel and believe is for Love.
You do not destroy those whom you profess to love.
People believe that I can do this.
Worse yet.
People believe that I want to or enjoy doing this.
Callous hearts who speak when they know nothing of My Divine Heart!
It is impossible for Me to work or operate or act or function in such a vengeful or archaic or mean or gruesome or dictatorial manner.
I do not crush those I Love.
I embrace those I Love like a Heavenly Parent. A Father.
When people say I do not exist, they fear me or lead lives without navigation or purpose or unfulfilled lives.
Their souls do cry out even when their minds dissever their life from My Love.
Those who know Me also fear Me.
Remember, I conquer and will conquer.
I am the Heavenly King and earth will be as Heaven
And there is no destruction or losses or losing to the fallen one despite his greatest efforts,
And his efforts will be great.
Children of this world, please hear Me.
This battle is not fought in vain.
You must be prepared and gird your belts tightly.
You will need strength in prayer and faithfulness and trust in Me.
Oh terrible things will happen and My Holy Eucharist will not be available.
You will weep when this comes to pass.
Therefore, save My Disciples, My Good and Faithful Priests.
They will provide the succor you will require to endure these desperate times.
The skies will grow black and red rocks will fall to the ground,
Creating fires throughout the world.
Pray, Children.
Extend yourselves that others may be strong.
Indeed, you will help them when I correct the world of its rancid acts of sin and foul behavior.
Pray, Children.
Pray for steadiness and calm, for people will easily fall into chaos after and once sparked,
It will be difficult to tame.
People will be frightened by what they will have seen.
Some will lose their heartbeats and fall asleep as they stand.
This will scare yet others.
Those who are too scared will become wild and will run through the streets howling in distress.
Still more will be angry and protest and might reduce people to mud and create the chaos I wish to avoid.
So pray for people, that they learn through their pain and awe.
Dear Children,
Please know that in spite of My sternest or angriest or hardest demeanor,
It is from My Love that I do this.
A parent, to ensure the safety and health of His Child, corrects His Child.
Know this is the case.
If you wonder about My Reasons, see the World in all of its sins –
The wars,
The murders,
The acts against children,
The beatings and brutality,
Avarice, infidelity,
Atheism,
The proponents of sin!
I must underline or reinforce or emphasize
That I too have important laws and these laws must not be treated with indifference or scorn.
How do I approach a discussion about sin? Like about and with someone who is gay? Someone who I really love and don’t want to hurt.
You approach like a butterfly, lightly, harmlessly, without judgment and with great Love and faith.
For you work as My Emissary and for your concern, the Holy Spirit will come to you and see if your heart or intentions are pure or honest.
If instead, your motive originates from hatred or disgust or judgment or goading,
My Kind Eye will watch with disappointment and will be judging you as well.
Bring others to Me with Love and kindness.
To do otherwise is an action that is not of Me, for I seek Love.
It is the same for all who are sinning against Me.
Instruct with Love.
Remember, My Beloved Children,
There is not one of you worthy to enter the home of My Son,
But He has offered you the opportunity.
Benefit from His Enduring Love.
Worship Him with all of your hearts and live a life in His Love.
Cleanse yourselves as often as you can, for tomorrow may be your last here and the moment you meet your Father.
Prepare yourself well and be ready to enter the home of a great King!
Do not bring yourself unkempt and untidy.
Do not leave dirt under your nails so when you shake His Hand, He sees only mud.
Wash your clothes, that they are fresh and smell of lavender, so your King knows you have looked forward to His Feast.
Prepare yourself as any guest would.
He wants His guests to be clean to enjoy the Feast He has prepared!
Know these things are true, Children, and so ready yourselves.
Clean your souls.
Benefit from reconciliation, and partake of the Eucharist which is the holiest of all Holies.
Pray the rosary daily.
Do not defer this, for it too is powerful.
Pray and help bring others to God.
Do not judge and do not condone that which you know to be a sin.
Love others and Love Me.
Thank you, My Beloved Children.
I bring peace and comfort to those who grieve and those who are disconcerted.
Trust in Me and My Love.
My Love for you, My Children, cannot be encaptured.
Know that I am with you always. Always. And I offer you peace. Peace, My Children.
Peace.
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