December 2012

Sunday, December 2, 2012 ~11:00 am

While at Mass Mark 13:24-37 was read.  (At some point, I started to write in a little notepad I keep with me now, in case God wants to speak with me.  I believe this is when my mother told me how long I’d been writing ~25 minutes.  I was astounded.)

 Yes, these words are Mine and must be taken to heart.

You are right to be filled with dread (fear). The days are close

And so make haste for My Message must be shared and extended to those who are unaware of My Love. Share My Love to those who are in desperate need.    (I felt the sickness of Amsterdam.)

It is essential, for I crave to save their souls. Their souls are precious to Me. Please work to save them. I love You and say to you it is now time to move forward and speak. Remember, for every hurt there will be ten saved. It will serve to comfort you always. Recall this in your most difficult hours and turn to Me.

It is time to move forward. Do not fear to move. All of My Love and power will (sustain you) open doors. There is great faith for you. Go now and trust those you seek out, Beloved One. Trust those who are near and teach now. You are loved very much. Peace from ever loving Father.

Friday, December 7, 2012    9 am

At the beginning of Mass – the first Friday of Reparation for all the sins of the world.  

At precisely 7:48 am this morning, I rolled over and looked at the clock, looking forward to falling back asleep (until I would have to drive Mum to church at 9 am).  It was at that sleepy moment when I heard or felt God say, "

Get up.” 

Literally.  So I rolled over, intending to sleep again.  At 7:51 am, He said to me,         

“Wake up now.  I want you to go to Church.  Yes, today.”

  So I groaned and asked, “Really?” and He replied, “Yes. Go.”

It was a somewhat funny exchange, so I got ready and left with my Mom. We got to Maria Regina and went inside.  I was in a silly mood and acted as such as I began my prayers, 

But He reprimanded me for not being more prayerful. He said now was the time to pray earnestly. You must be prayerful.  Do not be foolish in these things. All people must take My urges (desires, wishes, warnings) prayerfully. Take My promises to Heart. I am here and in everything you see. I want all to be saved but still as you pray, there are many who are not saved.

*Observe the skies. Soon they will grow angry.  Angrier still.  It will be unexpected.            

Still you must pray as those who are prayerful and follow faithfully My Will shall be saved from the horror of the skies.   (I feel a crawling dread up and down my spine to think of this.)

Those who Love Me and are faithful will not suffer.  Those who you pray for and pray for faithfully, will be secured (safe) from these skies.

These (skies) will not destroy all.  This is not the warning. Only proof of My power and existence, and mercy, I shall save at the moment I deem appropriate.  ***

Many will convert in fear.  This is not the Warning.  It is only a door to help you. 

Father, is this You?

Trouble not your heart.  Trust your leaders (that is to say, priests). They will guide you as I do. Take Communion and I will guide you to discernment. .Yea, I say to you, these Words I say are true.

Watch the skies. Take heed but do not fear. I am your Savior. And Love you My Child very much. Do not fear. I Love You and your mother.  Give her faith. Ignatius shall do well. ***

He is special to Me. He is doing My Work faithfully. I love Him very much. Blessed is he.   Rest, for I love you.

I was filled with dread about what is coming, with skies and how many people will be hurt.  It gives me that horrible hot creeping feeling on my upper spine.  God said He would spare, or keep safe, those who I would pray for but truly prayerfully.

So I prayed and will continue to pray.  I am asking God this:  instead of having mass devastation, would He consider taking one person from each town or city who loves Him.  I mean, there are people who Love Him faithfully and with full hearts in every place on earth.  So it has to count in His Heart.  If He takes one soul who loves Him dearly, rather than people who aren’t ready, we’ve a better chance to save these people.  Or rather, more time to save more people. So those who love Him would be sacrificing themselves for the good of the world. I did not feel a “total” answer except to say that if I pray continuously, the answer will be Yes. 

Tuesday, December 11, 2012 5:30 pm – 5:57 pm

I do see how the world is devastating God’s heart.  My innocence thinks only of homosexuality and war and atheists, but there is still more that makes my soul cry out.  I’ve just read a story about how women have been trafficked, kidnapped and drugged; made to be prostitutes in brothels in Argentina.  Thousands of them.  Some are being saved by the light of one woman’s heart.  She loved her daughter and despite all she has accomplished in helping to find 900 women, she has yet to find her own daughter.  She was 23 when she was stolen in 2002.  She had a child.  She had a family who loved her.

Police officers, judges, cabbies, other women are all involved in this evil.  Why would anyone do this to someone?  Why are there beheadings?  Why is there so much hatred and lunacy?  Why is there such genocide?   Is it possible that the devil is already unleashed on earth?  I feel such dread in my heart over these things, I can barely feel hopeful but for God’s promises.

You are always seeking proof.  When will You believe in Me? When will you have faith in My very Words, Child? Have I not been clear? Have I not said you are chosen by Me and that I shall open doors for you. Child, I shall never leave you alone to bear the enemy. I am your sword and anchor. You do not need anger as a weapon. Trust in Me, Child. It is so important, for I have entrusted You with a very important task. You must begin your work soon (now).

Dear Lord, but I feel crazy half the time and need more guidance.  I am in fear of the future.

You do well to fear the future. The future is not a kind one for those who are sinning against Me.

But you forgive.

Yes.  I am merciful in all things, but your (this) world does not seek out My mercy. Souls are lost daily in every death and it punctures My Heart. Yes, pray more.  Pray heavily.

Do as Your Mother does and come to Mass daily. It makes me smile (happy, brings warmth to Me) when I see people joining Me at My table. It is a sign of their Love for Me and I bring many blessings of peace to those who are faithful.

You should go to Faustina. The angel of mercy is your leader (talisman, guide, helper, parent of sorts). She will help guide you. There is no coincidence that you have met Me only then for years, silly monkey.

 Vito’s nickname for me? I thought He might be angry at me…

How can I be angry with you when You are My Child, My Creation. Put down your sword, only (though).  Only, put down your sword (I am inclined to get red and fight.). Bring My Word to the World with Mercy, not willfulness. You will save many. You make Me happy as you do My work.

You must stand up now. It is time for you to stop being afraid. You must speak to the Church. ***

Lord, My life is so trivial.  Why do You spend Your time on me?

Stop, silly Child. I will have no more of these doubt-filled questions. It is a poker (a stab to) My eye when you ask these things. Do you wish to hurt Me constantly? You are precious to Me.

I’m sorry, Father. He was silent then.

Wednesday, December 26, 2012      6:08 pm – 6:40 pm

 Well, I’ve decided that I am crazy and that all of this – all of these messages – are a figment of my imagination.  I haven’t had a thought since December 11^th – before the shooting of all those children.  Perhaps it shocked me into reality.  At any rate, no word.

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Well, my “brain slate” is clear of information, so if God is going to tell me anything, this would be the ideal time...

He is happy with the warmth of Christmas in everyone’s’ hearts, but this joy (fulfillment) should occur always.

This is as the world as a whole should be. Behold how love makes life joyous and tender.

Men and children become gentle. No one starves. No one wars. Why can’t man do this?

Why do you crave war? Why do you insist on battles? There will be a time when the battle will count.

Do not ask questions.  Do not talk. You have said much that it is clear, Child. But I am just.

You are the One, and Mine and My will be done.  You have made a promise to Me.

Do not fear, Child of Mine. You will succeed in spite of your fears and doubts. Indeed, because of your fears and doubts. That proof will come. For now, the alarm and urgency you felt is a warning.                    

In my dream?

Yes, it is afoot. Why are you impatient for that proof, Child? I am great and need not torture My Beloved Creatures to show that is so.

Please love (or) come to Me that this torture (or) pain (or) warning may not touch any of you. It is so close. My Virtuous Mother Mary is trying to aid you but to no avail. So few listen to her pleas. Why do you not believe when My evidence is in front of you?

You are not downtrodden. These hurricanes and wars do not define the downtrodden.

Wake up! At once. Behold what (will) is coming before you.

Wars. Murders. Strife. Hatred. Rape. Calling cards of the damned. Do not let society’s words sway you. You must pray and know My Love. You must remember to Love Me.

Hold strong to your love for Me lest you fall into that fire whose hands creep so far high above the cliff (wall). It is a tragedy (or) I am crestfallen too see so many go in.   

I see a face that looks down in disappointment.

Won’t you accept My Love in exchange for salvation? Why do you hide from Me? Child, you too doubt. I am Everything at once and all and all. I am everywhere and in everyone.

In the gay man and pedophile and murderer and cheater. Do not judge lest ye be judged.

Do not follow the way or imitate those of the papers and hounds that call out so loudly.

Do not believe in their words. Believe only My Word. There are many false words about and more and more come. It will be more difficult to discern. Some words will begin to sound right (or) correct to you. Mind your faith. Stay close to Me. Go to Church. Go to Confession. Pray. Take the Eucharist. It is my promise. It is a sign of My Love and devotion to You.

I will always keep you safe, even as the world falls around you. Bring others to Me.

Do not be afraid to speak to them of My Love. Go outside and speak. Speak to them.

Speak to all who will listen. Please. Time is running so short. Would you have Me lose half the world by your inaction? Knowing that I have chosen you? That I rely on you because you are good and because I love you dearly? You cannot disappoint me, Child.                 

(This is said indulgently, as if it could ever happen.) You are already very loved. Do not be afraid, for My Arms are around you and My Hands hold your face to the light.

Go forward as I lead you but be not afraid. You cannot fall with Me as your leader. Only Love Me and treasure My Gift as Savior. Treasure My Love. Do not forsake it. You will always be safe.

Yes, pray the Rosary. That means so much to Me because of my wondrous, gentle Mother.

Listen to My gentle Mother. Let her take your hand as well. She will put you (or) lead you to the right (or) just. Do not be away so long next time, for I love you and miss your voice in prayer as you miss Mine. Peace.